mE_jOurnaL

2012

2012-01-12T22:27:00.000+08:00

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t.

Selamat tahun baru kepada semua... semoga tahun baru ni akan terus menjadikan kita orang yang lebih wiser and better in the future insya Allah...

New years resolution? Ada byk... tapi for now let i keep it to myself, once da achive nanti will let you know for sure =D

So just straight tu the point okeh.. for 2012 updates:

1. Setelah sekian lama.... orang dok asyik tanya... tanya... tanya... Alhamdulillah, Segala Pujian Bagimu Tuhan Pencipta Alam... ak berjaya gak bawak keta dari rumah ke opis ari nie yes!!!! LOLOLOL... maybe it sound so lame for you guys but it's a huge achievement in my personal life being MAZAFIRZIE hehehe... semoga ak menjadi lebih cekap, netau, next year leh buat road tour crossing borders (Singapore-Malaysia-Thailand-Cambodia-Vietnam-China) kan lalalalala =D

2. Setelah sekian lama.... for nearly 2 years plus + + ak kerja kat company ak, finally.... insya Allah, jika diidjinkan-Nya... ak akhirnya dapat gak pergi job PMO (Peninsular Malaysia Operation) setelah sekian lama merenyam di pesisir pantai Sabah and Sarawak.... maybe it sound soooooooooooooo lame for you.... but still it's something that i've longed ever since... ada orang cakap job PMO not as fun as job SKO/SBO but I don't care netau rezeki leh tengok whale shark di lautan Terengganu??? =D

Yelah.... ak pun dok risau gak.. asal nama ak dapat naik job PMO je, last2 kene cancel, sampai ak dok terpikir, Laut Terengganu ni tanak terima ak ke... hu..... insaf (read: tunduk) kejap sebab byk buat dosa...

3. Did I tell you.... I FINALLY managed to watch a shooting star in the year 2011???? =D

Masa tu ak kat tengah laut.... da abis shift so ak jadi stargazer kejap.... tengok-tengok usha-usha buruj2 yang ak kenal... Pada siapa yang tak tahu.. ~~padahal ak perasan orang nak tau~~...dulu time kecik2 I wanted to be an ~~astrologist~~ astronomist and I was so keen that i even joint kuiz sains angkasa lepas piala perdana menteri.... and spent hours and days in the library studying for planets, starts, constellations... history of ~~astrology~~ astronomy, name of the shuttle spaces and so on and so on and so on.... haruslah ke library bandar... maklum... dulu umah manado komputer internet segala kan....

Owh sambung balik, so as when i was being a part time star gazer, tengok constellations, tiba2 ZZUUUUUUUUUUUPPPPPPPPP ada taik bintang melintas.... it was like in split seconds je... ak terkesima... wah... one of my wishes to see a shooting star (at least once in a lifetime) da accomplish.... Maha Besar, Segala Pujian Bagimu Tuhan Pencipta Langit dan Bumi....

So bila da tengok the shooting star, haruslah kita make a wish (read: berdo'a kepada Sang Pencipta Alam).

Hurm... antara pengalaman yang tak boleh dilupakan.......

Actually... ak memang suka stargazing... but kat KL ni, langit terang sangat.... campur sikit pollution (dust) jadi agak sukar nak tengok langit malam....

Kalau nak tengok kat Laut pula boleh... tapi mesti masa tu make sure... lampu kat deck padam, lampu platform padam, and pastikan bukan kat flare platform... kalau tidak, pun agak susah nak usha....

The best way nak stargazing either pi ceruk2 kampung.... or naik bukit... where you could see langit yang macam hemisphere betul2... like bila kita toleh/teleng ke kiri/kanan u could see a star at the horizon... hah!! ganas tak... ak pernah experience tengok bintang cenggitu masa PLKN dulu back in the year 2004

4. Tu sajork kot... ada update nanti kita cerita lagi...

to Mama, if you read this let me tell you.... YOU SHOULD HAVE YOUR OWN TRAVELOG OKEH!!!! BILA BORING2 KAT TENGAH LAUT TU... PI LA BUAT SATU DUA ENTRY SEMALAM... KO BUKAN BZ SANGAT PONNNNN.... KEJE CONSTRUCTION JE KAN??? MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA....

love you guys and have a may you have pretty awesome years ahead....

Wassalam

--END--

2011-12-23T17:32:00.003+08:00

Salam,

I just learnt a new phrase from my colleague =D

Willst du mit mir heuter abend schlafen???

tribute to here

Happy holiday =D

2011-12-08T15:51:00.002+08:00

Logos Hope

(sorry this entry takda gambar, agak-agak nak tengok gambar sila self-service google okeh... peace =D)

Sebenarnye benda ni da seasoned sangat da... kalau nak cerita pasal the trip onboard senanye it was like a month ago masa balik Kuching. Tapi, malas nak update, so it seems to be tergendala... tambahan pula gambar-gambar pun takde pasal gambar pun kat member, ak suruh email tak email-email sampaila sekarang aiseh... hehe...

When i was a year old, i've been onboard her sister vessel named Logos, and after 24 years, her sister ship, Logos Hope berthed in Kuching. The word Logos itself has its own meaning, which is 'an expectation', 'a speech' which symbolize the principle of order and knowledge --> correct me if i'm wrong... (sila self-google k' kawan2 if wanna find out more)

Anyway just a lil' story about Logos Hope. When I was back in Kuching a month ago, i had the chance to be onboard MV Logos Hope. She's actually a passanger ship/vessel which can accomodate up to 400 crews, and the crews are from as many as 50 countries worlwide, awesome no? She's known to be the largest floating bookstore on earth... So if you want to know more about the vessel you can either wikipedia or just click the tittle above and it's gonna link you straight away to her website.

She could be the largest floating bookstore on earth, but it's not as large as it sounds. The bookstore could be half or one third the size of MPH Mid Valley (i guess). I am not comparing, just wanna give you guys the idea on how big the size is. The list of titles offered are approximately 5000 books, not so much for Kinokuniya, but for a bookstore that sails around the world, i would say it's pretty okay and acceptable... not impressive enough for me hahahaa...

Just my opinion guys... jangan tembak aku okeh... They also sell some DVDs, CDs for certain musics and movies.

But my main intention pun bukannye nak cari buku sangat pun... Saje je nak datang melawat... menjengah... =). Oh lupe nak bagitau, the entrance fee is only RM1 for adults and 12 years and above and FREE for 12 years and below.

BUT BUT BUT, the good part is, most of the books are pretty cheap compare to the retail price, say for a Narnia book, you could get a hard cover Narnia for only RM20, as far as i remember la....

So those who are fan of Narnias, Shakespeares, Pride and Prejudice, Disneys Publications, i think you can get a great deal here.

All books are priced using Logos Hope Point, and for Malaysia, 8 points= RM5, or the other way round, aku pun da lupa. The reason being is, since the vessel travels round the world, from one country to another the currency changes as well, jadi lebih senang derang letak harga pakai point and convert the point t0 the currency of the country yang derang lepak. That's the logicla...

Another amazing thing about the ship is, all crews are friendly, and we can have chit-chats with the crews and ask them as many Qs as you want in the galley (it's like a dining room for a vessel). They also sell pop-corns (the salted one), ice cream, chocolates, cakes, in the galley. Agak2 leh la feel2 makan2 dalam kapal sambil2 tengok port hole kan hehehe....

I also got myself a chance to have a sit with one of the crews, she's a Korean, and shares lots of things and thoughts. Apparently i forget her name... adeh... maklum da tua... but she looks typical Korean, slim, fair and have fabulous skin and hair hahahaha... Lupe nak mintak Petua Tok Nek Korea dia...

For me it was pretty amazing. The ship is pretty big, i think it's approximately four (4) times larger than my company's biggest vessel (the biggest vessel that we have currently can accomodate 120 crews at a time) . Hurmmm i think she might be a lil' smaller than Star Cruise Virgo, coz last time I saw Star Cruise Virgo in Singapore and Penang, it was like...HUGEEEEEEEE, I don't know whether she can beat Titanic... better not =). Another famous passenger ship that is still in operation until now is Queen Elizabeth 2.

Back to Logos Hope. She was berthing (alongside) Pending Port for about more or less a month. And currently, she's now berthing in Kota Kinabalu until December 13th. Just check out here for her sailing & port call schedule.

For your information, Logos Hope is kind of like a missionary vessel actually... all the crews are Christians and only Christians (i think Roman Catholic) and there are all volunteers thus there are not being paid a single cent while working onboard, so in order to stay onboard for about two (2) years, they ought to have their own fund actually.

The objectives apart from spreading and sharing knowledge; as their motto would say Bringing knowledge, help and hope to the people of the world, would be berdakwahla obviously, thus, they also have their own Mass session every Sunday, and the entry fee is charged at RM5, and you get the chance to get onboard, go to the higher deck and if am not mistaken there's one Chapel an the upper of forcastle deck... kalau tak salah aku la.. The bookstore is located at the main deck.

Kira kalau dalam dunia Islam kita ada Para Tabligh, maka mereka ini also shares the same objective which is to spread their religion.

Nak tanya pasal hukum-hakam visit or beli barang ke apa... don't ask me for am to shallow to answer... and ak pun lastly baru tau when i visited the vessel already...

Love me or hate me, but spare me the indifferences k'

p/s: Ni another story aku nak cerita....

There's a crew, and he was kind of friendly suke senyum and tolong-tolong all the visitors, I asked him, " Hi, where do you from?" So he answered "Jerusalem", ak terkesima kejap, yela maklum tak pernah lagi jumpa orang dari Jerusalem kan... so otak aku yang pakai processor pentium lapuk pun pikir, is he a jewish, a christian or a muslim? Then dia pun dengan cepat jawab balik " I'm from Palestine" So aku noted la...

Then kawan aku naik vessel tu, she said "Thank you", and the palestinian tu pula jawab "Sama-sama, you know, I like the word Sama-Sama in Malay as it sounds so interesting, in Arab, Sama-sama means sky-sky"

Yela, dalam bahasa Arab kan sama tu maksudnye 'langit'. Like "Sama wa ti wal Ard" tu maksudnya 'langit dan bumi'.

And then kawan aku tu jawabla " Oh really? I don't know that",

So the Palestenian crew pun kehairanan lalu bertanya " How come you don't know? You said you prayers in Arabic, but you don't even know the meanings?",

HAH CAMNA NAK JAWAB TU?????

Kawan aku apa lagi, terpinga-pinga la... lalu blah... hehehe... Aku nak tolong jawabkan, tapi aku da menapak ke depan sangat, later baru kawan aku tu cerita hehehe...

Just sharing supaya kita berfikir and improve ourselves k' =)

--The End--

2011-10-18T05:36:00.003+08:00

-- Pak Long Oiler--

Assalamu'alaikum,

Hari ini, dapat berita sedih, salah seorang marine crew; oiler kapal meninggal dunia di atas kapal di Vietnam.

Kami panggil Pak Long Oiler. Siapa sangka, pertemuan yang lepas merupakan pertemuan yang pertama dan juga yang pertemuan yang terakhir dengan Pak Long.

Pak Long dah lama tak naik kapal, dekat 15 tahun, baru-baru ni jugak naik, mungkin ajalnya memang tertulis meninggalkan bumi Allah ni di lautan-Nya.

Pak Long selalu memancing, kadang-kadang dapat ikan pari, kadang-kadang dapat ikan yang biasa-biasa, kadang-kadang tak dapat apa-apa. Kalau dapat, ikan terus goreng, kami ratah sama-sama ramai-ramai tengah-tengah malam lepas habis shift.

Pak Long cakap " Maz, jangan malu-malu makan, makan ikan ni, macam letak tisu dalam poket, tak rasa apa pun, tak tebal pun poket, macam tu jugak kalau makan ikan, takkan gemukla... jom ratah sama-sama"

Kadang-kadang lepas petang kami duduk tepi dekat port-side, borak-borak sementara tunggu maghrib. Pak Long pun ada pesan "InsyaAllah Maz, kalau ada rezeki, panjang umur kita jumpa lagi"

Allah lebih sayangkan Pak Long.

Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan orang beriman.

Al-Fatihah untuk Allahyarham.

--END--

2011-10-06T05:01:00.003+08:00

--You won't know that I'm writing this, cause am on the other side of the screen--

It’s 4.00 a.m. in the morning. Would it be okay if I just write something very cheesy? My apologies as am not Shakespeare with his Sonnet 18 nor I'm not Usman Awang with his Sajak Buat Kekasih. It's more to expressing my feminine emotion in this cold shivering dawn at 5.00 a.m. in the morning.... Hahaha...

Love,

You won't know that I'm writing this, cause am on the other side of the screen.

Watching, smiling at you, wondering how you are in the living chamber...

You won't know that I'm writing this, cause am on the other side of the screen.

Do you sleep well? Have you eaten your dinner? Taken your shower?

You won't know that I'm writing this, cause am on the other side of the screen.

Listening to your helium voice that tickles me every time, wondering where your manly voice has gone.

You won't know that I'm writing this, cause am on the other side of the screen.

Monitoring how you'd crushed the pipeline coatings, or how cold would you be, under the deep, 126 feet of seawater? are you shivering now? hungry? thirsty? tired?

You won't know that I'm writing this, and will never know, cause am on the other side of the screen. And,

you are in the saturation system.

Living your life to the fullest awaiting the time to leave surface....

And why would EVERY TIME, when I meet the man of my dream, he would be on the other side of the screen. Unreachable. Untouchable.

Hahahaha quite romantic no?

Oh. My. God!!! STALKER ALERT/PERVERT!!!!! LOLOLOL Get the joke? I always post lame jokes these days, my apologies.

Well, here's the actual scenario, you are sitting in the inspection control room, typing a keyboard, while your eyes staring at the monitor on the left, the one showing black and white image... you see the image shows you the Sat diver doing their job, and having their routine live in the living chamber.

Gentle reminder: Mama (you always know who you are), if you read this, please, don't make any speculations... it's merely a fiction coming out of boredom in a cold shivering dawn hahaha =D

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2011-10-04T00:10:00.002+08:00

--Satu Petang di Vessel--

Surveyor: Kalau ikut database kita, ada a few pipelines yang lay kat sini (explain dengan muka paling serius)

mazafirzie: (angguk-angguk)

Client Site Representative (CSR): Ooooo... apa pipelines yang lay kat sini?

Surveyor: Ada empat pipeline kesemuanya. Dua, 10 inci pipeline, satu lapan inci, satu lagi 14 inci. Tapi yang 14 inci ni jauh jadi kita tak perlu risau. Cume kena confirm yang lapan inci tu lah, once confirm then for sure dua pipeline 10 inci ini kita takkan salah. (masih muka serius)

mazafirzie: (angguk-angguk)

CSR: Kalau ada satu lagi 10 inci pipeline macam mana tu?

Surveyor: Kalau macam tu, kita akan terkejut.

LOLOLOLOL

Get the joke???

--END--

2011-09-29T23:45:00.003+08:00

-- Sekali Lagi--

Assalamu'alaikum,

After approximately 3 weeks onshore, am going onboard again for another job which dealing with saturation diving (sat diving) job. Wish to know more bout sat diving, just google or click the hyperlink provided.

JUST...... seconds after i signed onboard, dearest friend of mine, Lee, asking me out for our tradition hang-out-when-both-of-us-are-free hang out, which we've been looking forward for since months ago...

Sorry gilak-gilak... Lee, terpaksa nait agik eh... insyaAllah panjang umur mesti bertemu agik... =)

For the past 24 hours I don't have any wills to do the preparation as Raya spirit still overwhelms me.

But tonight, by hook or by crook the preparations need to be done before the vessel sail off to the site.

I've been working with the company for more than two years and FINALLY (after tonnes of hopings and prayings hahaha)....... i get the chance to embrace the new experience in sat diving system...

Oh no... please... am not a saturation diver, definitely not... but am one of the project crews for the job.

This might be the last job for this year, as the year coming to the end, weather will be picking up too.

Heard the news about the typhoon that hit the Philippines recently? They got the eye.... we only received the tail, fortunately...

And I hope the last job for the year will be reflected and extrapolated for the incoming year so that it will be more and more prosperous hahaha Amin.... (yeah am a gold digger.... solid black gold digger)

It's good to be back offshore... I love it and at the same time hate it when shit happens haha!

But nevertheless I still love it...

Owh by the way last time, I was onboard a chartered vessel (not our company's vessel). Most of the marine crews are Indonesians and Phillipino, so as for Indonesians, some of the crews don't really communicate in English...

Makanya, gwe harus berbicara dalam bahasa Indonesia...

Waduh... ganteng sungguh 2nd officer di bridge... mukanya kayak Rangga gitu persis dalam Ada Apa Dengan Cinta tau nggak?

You see, we communicate in English, and he speaks verryyy good english, and my tongue terbeliat-terbeliat pasal nak bagi dia faham my english... and when I thought he was a Phillipino or Burmese or something... then suddenly....he answered to one of the marine crews...

"Nggak bisa call Arifah Aryana (the name of the anchor handling tug boat, lawakan nama dia kalah nama aku aishhh)",

La... pandai cakap melayu rupanya walaupun dalam slanga Indonesia... buat penat ak je pikir susun ayat dalam English aih.... o_O"

Since the vessel has been demobbed and offhired (no longer chartered, send back to its origin) so I believe that was the last time i'm gonna be onboard the vessel, i didn't give her proper farewell... eh emo pulak...

Anyway as usual... I always wish for your prayer for my well-beings... and I'll pray for your guys too...

Ohh.. Hari Raya Haji's coming in... =)

--End--

2011-09-27T22:49:00.005+08:00

--36 tahun yang lalu--

Assalamu'alaikum,

Kita baru menjejak usia 25 tahun. Hari ni kita ada cerita. Ada kisah yang mahu kita kongsi. Sudi Baca?

36 tahun yang lalu...

Terlihat kelibat seorang pemuda turun dari bot penumpang, berjalan seorang diri dari jeti ke bandar Saratok, kira-kira 350km dari Kuching, Sarawak. Matanya meliar melihat keliling. Ada macam-macam papan tanda, kedai kopi, kedai gambar muka ah-moi pakai cheong sam, kedai buku, kedai nombor ekor, betul-betul umpama pelanduk masuk kampung. Takut-takut, namun gembira tidak terkata.

Inilah kali pertama dia keluar dari ceruk kampungnya, nun... di Ulu Batang Saribas nun. Inilah kali pertama dia melihat dunia selain dari kampungnya. Ialah tahun 1975 mana ada peti telivisyen di pedalaman Sarawak. Kalau ada pun radio kuasa bateri, itu pun siaran putus-putus. Bateri habis jemur tengah panas sampai guna balik sampi boleh dibuang.

Ini kali pertama dia menyedut udara bandar, menyedut asap motosikal, asap keretea. Inilah juga kali pertama dia berpakaian segak. Bercelana cokelat tua yang dibelinya raya tahun lepas, baju kolar kain jersi warna biru muda pemberian Pak Anjang, dan berselipar jepun separa haus. Memang segak habislah dia rasa.

Usianya baru menjengah 20 tahun, lima tahun lebih muda dari usia kita sekarang. Dalam sakunya ada RM15, kira punya kira, barangkali cukup-cukuplah untuk belanja beberapa hari dan tambang balik ke kampungnya.

"Besar Saratok tok mun dibanding ngan Pusa (Besar bandar Saratok, kalau dibanding dengan Pusa)", bisik hati pemuda.

Mata sepet-sepet mendongak ke langit. Tengahari cuaca panas terik, teh ais dipesan, diteguk beberapa kali untuk hilangkan dahaga. Peluh menitik di dahi, ketiak baju basah dek peluh tidak dihirau. Tekad sudah hatinya, masih ada hajat di hati yang belum tercapai. Jauh pandangannya ke arah Sungai Saratok yang warna airnya cokelat-cokelat muda kerana sudah hampir-hampir dekat dengan kuala, sambil-sambil merancang langkah yang patut diambil seterusnya.

Habis teh ais diminum, pemuda itu menyambung lagi perjalanan. Terasa ada batu-batu kerikil kecil tersekat dalam selipar jepun separa haus itu. Pemuda itu bersihkan lagi seliparnya sambil berangan-angan mahu membeli kasut baru kalau berjaya dapat kerja baru di Kuching kelak. Mana mampu nak beli yang kasut mewah sekarang, kerja di kampung sekadar berhuma padi, menjala ikan, udang di pinggir sungai bersama Pak Anjang yang amat disayanginya, yang juga dianggapnya seperti bapa kandung sendiri.

"Nama brita? Ka' kini nuan (Apa khabar? Nak ke mana)?" tegur seorang lelaki dalam bahasa Iban, senyum, bermisai nipis, rambut belah tepi, berkaca mata retro.

"Manah jak aku, ka' jalai-jalai, raon ka pasar (Baik sahaja, nak jalan-jalan di pasar)", jawab pemuda itu, juga dalam bahasa Iban sambil membalas senyuman.

Populasi bandar Saratok hampir 90 peratus penduduknya berbangsa Iban sekitar tahun 1975. Jadi kebolehan bertutur dalam bahasa Iban adalah satu kemestian bagi mana-mana penduduk yang menetap di sekitar bahagian Sri Aman, Betong, Spaoh, Kabong, Beladin sehinggalah ke bandar Saratok, termasuk pemuda itu tadi, yang berbangsa Melayu Sarawak, juga digelar Orang Laut, kerana asal usulnya dari pesisir Batang Saribas.

Pemuda tersebut menyeluk tangan ke dalam saku celananya. Ada cebisan kertas buku tiga lima renyuk-renyuk sedikit. Ada tertulis alamat. Kuarters Kakitangan Telekom Malaysia. Pemuda mendongak kembali ke hadapan dan meneruskan langkah.

Setelah puas berjalan, bertanya-tanya orang sekeliling, akhirnya pemuda sampai di hadapan sebuah rumah papan, atap zink, kuaters kerajaan. Puas hatinya, namun jantungnya masih tetap berdegup kencang. Peluh di muka di lap-lap sedikit dengan tapak tangan. 18 tahun. 18 tahun dia menantikan saat ini. Dalam hatinya dua tiga dua tiga. Ada orangkah dalam rumah? Kalau ada, mahukah orang itu berjumpa dengannya?

"Assalamu'alaikum", pemuda tadi memberi salam sambil menelan air liur yang ternyata hampir kering kerana panas.

Tak bersahut.

"Assalamu'alaikum", sekali lagi pemuda memberi salam, kali ini harapannya lagi tinggi agar salamnya bersambut.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, kitak mok carik sapa? (awak nak cari siapa)?" jawab seorang wanita,menjengah ke luar, bersanggul, berkebaya bandung, berkain batik jawa sambil mengendong anak kecil di pinggang kananya.

"Kamek mok bertemu ngan Abang Abidin Abang Mohsin, adanya di rumah ka? (Saya nak berjumpa dengan Abang Abidin Abang Mohsin, dia ada di rumah?)" jawab pemuda sambil tersenyum gembira.

"Aih... adanya di rumah, tunggu kejap, jemput masuk (Dia ada di rumah, jemputla masuk)", pelawa wanita tersebut.

Seketika kemudian, keluar seorang lelaki, lelaki yang sama dijumpainya di Pasar Saratok, berkaca mata, rambut belah tepi, bercermin mata retro. Sungguh tidak disangka, lelaki tadi adalah abangnya yang ditunggu sejak 18 tahun lepas. Abang kandungnya yang terpisah setelah ibunya meninggal dunia ketika usianya baru merangkak satu setengah tahun.

Tidak sia-sia dia membanting tulang, berkumpul duit hasil upah menjual padi huma milik Pak Anjang. Tidak sia-sa usahanya bertanya-tanya orang yang keluar ke Kuching, ke Pusa, ke Sri Aman, bertanyakan tentang abang yang dirinduinya. Tidak sia-sia, hatinya memanjatkan doa kepada Yang Esa agar dipertemukan dirinya dengan saudara kandungnya.

Lantas pemuda tadi teringat cerita Pak Anjang ketik dia menjala ikan di Batang Saribas enam bulan lepas.

"Ibu kau, Dayang Hanifah meninggal dunia, setahun setengah selepas melahirkan kau. Namun, sebelum pergi mengadap ilahi, ibu kau sempat berpesan dengan Mak iaitu kakak Ibu, bahawa kau harus dipelihara sebaik-baiknya seperti anaknya sendiri.

Ayah kau pula berhijrah ke Sri Aman, bawa semua abang-abang kau sekali, ingin membawa sekali kau bersama, tapi dihalang Mak kerana ingatkan amanah Ibu kau.

Kau dibesarkan Mak, diasuh, disusukan seperti anaknya sendiri, diajar, dipalu, dimarah, seperti anaknya sendiri.

Kau sendiri lihat, kau dan Akip, sepupu kau, anak Mak, sama-sama disayang, dan sama-sama dimarah kalau degil mandi kuala ketika air pasang.

Nah, sekarang kau da besar, kau pergilah cari abang-abang kau agar jangan putus hubungan. Keluarga kita bukan besar, kau pergilah".

Pemuda tadi tersedar kembali dari kenangannya, sambil bertahmid memuji Penciptanya,

"Syukur ke hadrat Allah, Segala Pujian Bagimu Tuhan Pencipta Alam, Engkau pisahkan kami, dan Engkau jua yang menemukan kami dalam keadaan yang penuh barakah",

Ini kisah kita nak kongsi bersama. Harap sudi baca. Kisah Bapak kita, kisah kita dengar masa balik Raya itu hari. Kisah kita dengar masa kita jemput adik kecil kita yang dipelihara di kampung, dlam perjalanan dari Pusa ke Kuching.

Kita harap kita ambil teladan. Keluarga kita bukan besar, itu Bapak pesan sampai sekarang. Pesan sejak dari kita kecil nakal-nakal, sampai umur kita 25 tahun. Jangan putus saudara. Jangan putus hubungan.

Bagaimana Bapak sanggup tunggu 18 tahun untuk berjumpa abang kandungnya, walau suara, muka barangkali ingat-ingat lupa, entah-entah barangkali lupa langsung bentuk wajah, walau tak pernah bermain lumpur bersama, tak pernah makan tidur bersama, kerana terpisah sejak dari umur satu setengah tahun. Namun kerana sayang dan kasih seorang adik kepada abang-abangnya, sungguh tak pernah bertemu, Bapak tetap cari sampai jumpa.

Inikan pula kita, yang sudah ada email, ada facebook, ada telefon.

=) I miss and love my family.

Al-Fatihah buat:

Nek Hanifah (Ibu Kandung Bapak), Nek Sen (Ayah Bapak), Nek Anjang (Ayah Saudara Bapak), Nak Mas(Mak Asuhan/Ibu Susu Bapak), Wa Sa'ad (Abang Sulung Bapak), Abang Azrol (Anak Wa Saad), Izwan (Anak Uncle Nor)

SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

(walaupun Raya da lepas da~! entri lambat publish pasal sibuk)

--TAMMAT--

2011-08-31T22:16:00.002+08:00

-- Out of Boredoom--

--END--

2011-08-31T17:44:00.002+08:00

--Selamat Hari Raya 1432 Hijrah--

Selama 3 tahun consecutively ak sambut raya pertama di lautan... ingat da tak kena terima dek bumi lagi LOL... lame joke i know...

Finally now, vessel da kat Labuan sekarang...

Oleh sebab BLOGSPOT punye domain ke BLOCK KAW KAW oleh server kat vessel...

Maka memang tak da can langsungla nak update citer ak

Owh anyway...

Selamat Hari Raya Maaf Zahir and Batin untuk kesekian kalinya..

Tadi ak da bilang kan, yang BLOGSPOT kene block by vessel server

Tapi skarang cane ak leh update??? LOL...

SEBAB SEKARANG AK KAT CYBER CAFE DOWH!!!!

Pathetic tak???

apa2 pun.... sapa yang kenal ak, ak mintak maaf for segala dosa2 ak kat korang...

salam aidilfitri from Labuan

--END--

2011-07-21T21:40:00.004+08:00

--Breathtaking--

Can't help myself from sharing these photos taken on site =)

Here are some from the site

Picture credit: Mike Bexter

This picture was taken after sunny rain (read: hujan panas) after a short squall

As the operation supt. would say, "Maz run to the end of the rainbow you'll find a pot of gold"

Yeah.. pots and pots (barrels perhaps) of black gold =D

Picture credit: Mike Bexter

This picture was taken from the port (left) side of the vessel

This picture is a raw picture taken from a simple compact camera

--End--

2011-07-10T19:01:00.003+08:00

--Bersih --

Assalamu'alaikum w.b.t.

A calm evening onboard vessel....

In the vessel mess room while having dinner...

Captain (Polish) : Ops. Supt., did you hear bout Bersih happening yesterday in Kuala Lumpur?

Operation Superintendent (Singaporean) : Oh yes!!! Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla cannot be like this... Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla cannot be like that Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla got nothing to do with this Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla Anwar is the master mind Bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla (eating youghurt) bla bla bla bla bla bla bla (open a new pack of youghurt) bla bla bla bla bla bla bla

Me (Malaysian): O_0"

Hehehe sapa Malaysian kat sini??? =)

2011-05-20T22:50:00.003+08:00

--Studio Jalan Ampas ka Universal Studio???--

Assalamu'alaikum,

Wah....saya sudah mengantuk..... tapi gambar bawah ni memang nak tunjuk sangat-sangatlah!!!!

Dari kejauhan, dapat bacakah tulisan itu???? Ka kabur-kabur... meh saya datang dekat sikit....

C-H-A-N-E-L !!!!! wah... saya jadi sakai sekali lagi.... adeh... bila lah saya nak mampu beli satu 2.55 classic lamb skin???? Ada sapa-sapa mahu belanjakah????

Owh ini gambar saya kat Universal Studio, sebab globe original tengah direnovate, maka saya just bergambar kat poster sahaja, saya tak masuk pun, sebab jalan sorang-sorang kan??? Jadi bila dah ada kawan nanti bolehla masuk dalam. Universal Studio is at the Waterfront Station of the Sentosa Monorail tu...

Keesokan harinya, saya plan mahu ke Sentosa Island. How to go to Sentosa the cheapest way from Orchard???? Senang ja... pakailah MRT!!!!!

from Orchard Station (Red/ North South Line), buy a ticket to Harbour Front Station (Purple/North East Line). Sebab ada pertukaran antara Red dengan Purple Line, jadi kena stop dekat Dhoby Gout Station. Kira Dhoby Gout ni macam Masjid Jamek la, nak tukar STAR to PUTRA gitu....

Chart dia beginilah:

Orchard Station --> Dhoby Gout Station --> tukar ke Purple Line -->Harbour Front

kos nya? Only +/-3.00 SGD. Saya pun sudah lupa price tapi takkan lebih la...

Then from Harbour Front Station, trus pi ke VIVO CITY, naik tingkat ATTTTAASSSSS sekali, nanti akan jumpa monorail station STRAIIGGHHHTTTT to Sentosa Island.

kosnya? Only 3.00 SGD VALID FOR THE WHOLE DAY. So you can just keep your ticket for you to go around Sentosa BUT jangan patah balik ke VIVO CITY, nanti tiket da invalid okeh!!! Only dalam Sentosa sahaja....

Sentosa Island Monorail Station ada tiga, which are: Water Front Station, Imbiah Station, and The Beach Station. So the monorail ticket yang da beli tadi tu, pakai untuk travel between these three stations only... okeh faham????

Ada taman dekat-dekat U Studio, from here you can see another harbour, itu dari kejauhan nampakah kapal besar??? Itulah Star Cruise punya passanger ship, yang ni namanya Star Virgo...

Masa tengok kapal ni, rindu saya pada vessel company bertambah-tambah hehehe sayu ja hati saya....

Ini pulak ada satu Casino kat Sentosa, nak turun sini, u have to turun kat Imbiah Station pulak, next station after water front station. Saya tak pasti pulak minimum bet at this Casino, tapi kalau Casino at Marina Bay tu, dia punya minimum bet is 25SGD. Ala.. takat main slot machine je kot....

Nak masuk casino kene ada attire.... tak boleh pakai singlet, slipar jepun, camtula.... jadi sebab saya pakai selipar ja... emang nggak bisa masuk sih......

--to be continued--

2011-05-20T22:27:00.003+08:00

--Studio Jalan Ampas ka Universal Studio???--

Part II

Assalamu'alaikum,

Maaflah sahabat-sahabat, sebab buat entry pakai part, pasal saya takut sekali internet buat hal, jadi susah nak upload gambar...

Okeh.. meh kita continue....

Saya tiba di Temasik jam 2 petang, agak-agak sampai hotel, jam 3 petang, jadi seperti saya cerita sebelum ni, saya terus pergi ke Marina Bay. Niat di hati nak tengoh singa muntah air (read: Merlion), tapi hampa, tak ada pun di situ =(

Patah sedikit hati saya...

Saya pun gagahkan diri terus menapak melihat kawasan persekitaran....

Pasal kebetulan hari pun sudah nak senja, jadi terus saya bercadang untuk naik ke tingkat AAAAAAAAAATTAS sekali Marina Bay Sand. Ongkosnya? 20 SGD. -.-" nantilah saya buat bangunan Maz Bay Pasir pulak lah, saya pun nak charge jugak, mesti kaya percuma hehehe =D

Beginilah rupa Temasik ketika matahari nak terbenam.... tapi mataharinya mengahadap ke arah bangunan-bangunan, bukan ke pelabuhan

Ini pandangan dari atas pulak, yang bangunan macam teratai hilang kelopak belah kanan tu adalah Science & Technology Museum, kalau tak silap saya, nak masuk kena bayar if am not mistaken 35 SGD. Tapi maybe berbaloi pasal dia punya exhibition gempak-gempak. Cuma saya tak sempatla nak masuk... Maybe next time jika diizin-Nya

Another view of the skyscrappers in Singapore

Betapa ramailah orang nak naik atas ni kan, jalan-jalan pusing-pusing, tangkap-tangkap gambar, tapi saya suggest baik pergi time matahari terbenam. Meaning transition between day & night sebab hari pun tak panas, and you can see the most magnificent view up here.

Lagi, gambar orang ramai-ramai berjalan. Jangan salah anggap, u tengok all these chinese, i think 60-70% of them are all MALAYSIAN hahaha!!!! Singaporean Chinese suma p mengundi hehehe tinggal orang kita ja...gile ramai la orang m'sia kat sana... takkan sesat lah =D

--to be continued--

2011-05-20T21:12:00.005+08:00

-- Studio Jalan Ampas ka Universal Studio??? --

Part I

Assalamu'alaikum...

Hai pembaca-pembaca setia!!! Apa khabar??? Haha walaupun setianya cuma 2-3 orang, ak sangat menghargai okeh...

Minggu ni sudah masuk minggu ke-2 masuk opis... Syukur segalanya macam okla... takda perubahan sangat pown... just dapat bonus 2 bulan jewwww.... OOPPSSSS....

Jangan Marah... Kalau marah, saya cium mahu???

Tapi sebelum saya masuk opis... saya berkesempatan berjalan-jalan di negeri Temasik.

Sebetulnya, saya telah pun kaw-team dengan seseorang member yang ingin membawa berjalan bersama, tapi member itu terkandas la pulak... di Terengganu.... Ohh kesian... tak sempat pi mengundi ya? Takpa, People Act Party (PAP) menang besar....

Jadi saya terpikir, eh takkan nak batal plan????? Oh tidak sekali.... Biar terbelah bumi, Biar terpercik darah, Namun mengalah tidak sekali....Berpantang maut sebelum ajal....

Ha tengok... itu gara-gara semangat Sang Nila Utama da merasuk badan...

Jadi saya pun pergila sorang2. Travelling Alone gitu.... (gile loser... sebab tu gambar tak naik-naik facebook ish!!!! Mama jangan kasi tau orang okeh...)

Oklah... ini ada sedikit gambar untuk entry ni... tapi maaflah, gambar ni men upload tak susun ikut turutan....

Oh di negeri Temasek ni, saya tinggal di Pan Pacific Orchar Singapore. 5 stars hotel gitu... amboi banyak duit kau tinggal hotel 5 bintang kata orang..

Oh tidak... ini saya beli sekali dengan tiket flite ada promotion saya pakai AirAsiaGo guna debit card saje sebab saya tak da credit card... purbanya saya..

Saya beli 2-3 hari sebelum berjalan-jalan jadi mungkin agak mahal lah, tapi kalau kamu mahu murah, saya suggest kamu book awal-awal okeh 2-3 bulan ka, 6 bulan ka... terpulanglah...

Mula-mula sampai saja saya terus jalan-jalan keluar hotel. Kebetulan hotel saya dekat Orchard Road, jadi sangat happening lah kan??? It's kind of the busiest shopping road in Temasik. From there, i took MRT , Orchard Station (macam LRT system kita di sini lah cuma lagi advance and lagi banyak routes) to go to Marina Bay Station, which leads to my first destination, Marina Sand Bay

Beginilah rupa bilik hotel saya, simple saja kemasan nya... hurm tapi saya rasa saya prefer Dorsett Labuan, lagi murah, bilik pun lagi besar hehehehe.... pelangkung sekali kepala.... lebih-lebih pulak saya nak demand kan???

Inilah reka bentuk dalaman bangunan yang boleh leads to Marina Bay Sand. Besalah, tempat baru mesti ramai orang jalan-jalan kan???

Lepas keluar dari bangunan tadi, terus nampak bangunan indah ini tersergam di luar.... Saya punyalah ternganga... hehe dah biasa tengok KLCC, tengok bangunan ni jadi sakai pulak....

Cantik kan??? Memanglah cantik, matahari tegak kat kepala. Kawan-kawan lain kali kalau nak jalan sini bawak payung tahu... unless kalau kamu nak sun-kissed tan kan sun-burnt tan??? Terpulanglah....

Another view of the hotel, ala... tak mahal lah tinggal kat sini.... kalau promotion adalah dalam 564 SGD je semalam.... bilik paling cikai sekali. tahu.. murah kan??? Kalau tak promotion lagiiiiiiii murahhhh... =D

Tapi bilik paling cikai dia tu, maybe bilik paling mewah la bagi kita kan??? oklah bagi saya yang miskin ni.... rajin-rajinla lawat websitenya okeh...

Hah ni lagi satu bukti kesakaian saya...

--to be continued--

2011-04-25T19:37:00.004+08:00

-- Makhluk Popi? Ramlee Awang Murshid? Sutera Bidadari? Faisal Tehrani? --

Update

1. Dalam buku Ramlee Awang Murshid, bangsa Poppy itu dikenali dengan nama bangsa Polip

2. Owh saya sudah pergi ke Pesta Buku Antarabangsa di PWTC HANYA semata-mata mahu membeli 2 buku yang saya da aim which are Sutera Bidadari (Sequal ke-5 Bagaikan Puteri) by Ramlee Awang Murshid (harga asal RM22.00 semenanjung m'sia tapi dapat diskaun just bayar RM18.70) & Sebongkah Batu di Kuala Berang by Faisal Tehrani (harga asal RM16.50 tapi diskaun just bayar RM14.00). Puas hati saya kalau tak mesti tak boleh tidur malam...

3. Saya dah abis membaca buku Sutera Bidadari, owh sangat best pada pendapat saya, lagi best dari dari Cinta Sufi. Kalau nak surprise baca sendiri, tak nak surprise boleh email saya huhuhu =D kira beyond my expectation la...

4. Almost finish Sebongkah Batu di Kuala Berang, betul tekaan saya pasal Batu Bersurat Terengganu, adalah tinggal 20m/s lagi tapi mata da ngantuk sangat da... esok sambung lagi... owh bagi peminat karya/ yang sudah biasa dengan karya FT, saya boleh katakan penyampaian isi dalam novel ni macam ala-ala Saasatul Ibad & Karbala both are by Faisal Tehrani. Ala-ala bukan exactly okeh...

Aduhai, seorang sahabat pernah mispronounced Karbala as 'Kaballah'. FYI, Kabalah tu agama baru, yang dikenali seluruh dunia bila Madonna popularized kan agama itu, Karbala pulak adalah sebuah tempat di Iraq, di mana peristiwa pembunuhan Sayidina Hussin r.a. sekeluarga pada tanggal 10 Muharram yang bukan bubur asyura saja kita makan masa 10 Muharram ye =)

5. Dah lama sangat saya tak 'tenggelamkan' diri dalam bacaan novel-novel pasal sejak setahun lepas saya banyak membaca benda yang bukan fiksyen... bila baca balik, baru dapat 'ummppphhh' balik

6. Tiba-tiba rasa nak beli rak buku IKEA yang kaler biru itu...

7. Baik saya enjoy puas-puas before masuk kerja balik 10 mei nanti hua hua hua =D

Salam,

1. Tengah surfing-surfing internet, termasuklah dalam satu blog pasal Rawatan Perubatan Islam... tengah dok baca-baca ada satu entri sangat menarik pasal makhluk Poppi. Owh, apakah makhluk Poppi itu? Bagi yang mengaku dirinya adalah kipas-susah-mati Ramlee Awg Murshid (RAM) especially trilogi, dah bukan trilogi da... tetralogy kot sekarang... pasal da 4 buah novel sususal kan? Pasti tahu makhluk Poppi itu apa. Tapi bagi yang tak tahu, serba ringkas, dikatakan bahawa makhluk Poppi adalah makhluk yang telah mendiami muka bumi WAAAAAAAAAAAAYYYYYYYYYYY sebelum Nabi Adam a.s. diciptakan lagi. Makhluk yang mempunyai sayap yang selalu orang confuse adalah malaikat, tapi berwajah manusia gitu.... kiranya spesies manusia before homo sapien la kot...

Kiranya kalau saya memilih untuk bersangka baik, dan mempercayai cerita yang dikhabarkan oleh Perawat Islam yang saya link di atas, macam "Wah... memang ada kisah real ye... pasal makhluk Poppi ni???" It's very interesting la kan?

2. So da syok-syok baca pasal makhluk Allah Poppi ni, HARUSLAH teringat dengan Ramlee Awang Murshid, so cuba google fan page RAM nak tengok kot-kot la ada sambungan baru Tetralogy... HAHAHA harapan bukan tinggal HARAPAN sebaliknya menjadi REALITI..

3. Sutera Bidadari, itulah judul novel terbaru RAM yang akan launch on 3oth April 2011 nanti. Novel kisah Laksamana Sunan susulan daripada Bagaikan Puteri, Cinta Sang Ratu, Hijab Sang Pencipta & Cinta Sufi, da tak boleh panggil tetralogy la nie??? Pentalogy kah??? BUT!!! da boleh dapatkan novel tersebut di PESTA BUKU ANTARABANGSA KL kat PWTC tamat sampai 1 MEI 2011 nanti.... Hah memang da tak sabar-sabar nak tunggul mentari muncul esok nak pergi PWTC... I don't expect much on the novel, sebab so far jalan cerita (pada pandangan saya sahaja okeh) plotnya menurun haha mungkin terkesan impact betapa bestnya novel pertama, yalah sapa tak suka Haryani dengan Sunan kan??? Pastilah kita dok berangan kita ni Haryani, & Sunan is Sunan. Takdir Haryani & Sunan sudah ditulis oleh penulis novel takkan bersatu =). Tapi takdir kehidupan kita bukan manusia yang menulisnya tahu?

Pernah dahulu saya hadiahkan buku Bagaikan Puteri kepada seorang sahabat yang amat saya sayangi. Orang KAKI PALING TAK MINAT BACA NOVEL pun boleh layan novel Bagaikan Puteri nie tahu?? =D

4. Owh alang-alang sudah singgah di Pesta Buku, pastilah juga nak grab buku terbaru Faisal Tehrani, nama lupala Seteguh Karang? Seteguh Karang di Kuala Berang? Owh rasanya Sebongkah Batu di Kuala Berang kot? Dari judul pun dah agak apakan? Buka balik buku sejarah? Batu Bersurat kah? Ah apa-apalah... nanti cek, FT da stopped blogging, BUT blog FT pun da macam 'kena block' oleh pihak tertentu, gigih nak kena pakai proxy baru boleh buka... apa-apa jelah.

Itu sahaja untuk hari ini. Sekian.

--END--

2011-04-24T02:01:00.007+08:00

-- PUKAU --

mandrem? santau? sihir? dan sewaktu dengannya

Salam,

Aku jarang sangat bagi entry yang educative/informative, tapi yang ini memang betul-betul mahu share.

Ada kau baca tajuk di atas betul-betul? Ya, memang ini aku nak cerita tengah-tengah pagi buta di kala 1 par tiga malam nih.

Kamu percaya pada pukau kah? Atau orang puteh bilang Hypnosis?

Tak kisahla whether ada scientific explanation pasal pukau ni kan, sebab orang yang practice amalan pukau ni able to control their victim punya minda, how they do it? I also don't know pakai jin kah, pakai alpha-wave kah apa-apalah. Janji if tujuan tu memudharatkan si penerima itu, memang perlu kita elakkanlah.

Kenapa aku berani cerita, pasal kisah ni terjadi pada somebody yang paling dekat dengan aku. Real case study. Aku tulis entry nie within 24 jam perkara ini berlaku.

Mari kita namakan,

Mangsa= Victim

Orang jahat = UnSub

hehe ikut criminal mind sekejap,

Kisah nya begini,

Time: 0830hrs

Suatu pagi ketika Victim mahu pergi kerja naik LRT, seperti biasalah, daily routine. Masa LRT datang, tiba-tiba ada ada seseorang, iaitu UnSub (lelaki, sawo matang, tak pasti Malaysian or Indonesian or Bruneian or Singaporean or Siamese or Philliphinoa or Cambodian haha satu ASEAN tu... tapi yang pasti muka orang Kepulauan Nusantara lah...) tepuk belakang Victim, lalu bertanya,

"Nak pergi ke mana"

Victim lalu menjawab,

"Pergi Kerja"

Time: 1040hrs

Sedar-sedar Victim sudah berjalan-jalan tanpa arah tujuan di tengah-tengah bandar Kuala Lumpur, tak sampai pun kat tempat kerja, way jauh dari tempat kerja. Macam kena bius pulak... tak sedar apa-apa...

Lepas tu ada pemandu teksi hon-hon Victim, mahu ke mana? Ketika itu Victim tadi tersedar, Victim tadi cuak, lalu check wallet, and found out that all her money was gone. Yang tinggal duit coins sahaja... Victim panic, lalu menangis and called the family members.

Sementara di rumah, family members tadi pun terkejut jugak, pasal boss Victim called asking why she din't come to the office... Mestila family Victim tadi risau tahap gaban... Nasib baik Victim call family, bagitau dia on the way back home...

Sampai rumah, Victim terus terduduk dan menangis, once da cool down sikit, Victim mula cerita apa yang berlaku...

Later in the evening, Victim lodged a police report, memang Polis tak boleh buat apa, tapi atleast, dari police report, hopefully boleh create awareness and warn LRT station, maybe modus operandi sama... obviously she wasn't the first victim and most likely will not be the last one kan???

Fortunately, Victim tadi just hilang duit, nothing else happened, no bruising, no signed of being sexually assaulted/harrased.

So, pesanan aku di sini, for girls and guys, please be careful, kalau kita concious tak apa, kita ingat what happen and we can at least run from the danger, tapi kalau kita tak sedar, kita memang tak ingat apa yang berlaku sama kita.

Apa-apa pun sini aku google macam mana nak elakkan pukau. Ini hanyalah usaha sahaja, yang penting tawakkal and percaya kepada kuasa Tuhan, mudah-mudahan kita sentiasa berada dalam lindungan-Nya. Insya-Allah.

Mungkin ada cara-cara dalam links yang diberi di bawah tak berapa sesuai dengan syarak & aqidah, apa-apa pun please use your common sense, and ilmu, and seek for advice dari orang yang lebih arif, kalau tak sure, jangan percaya SEMUA bulat-bulat. Please make your judgement wisely. Aku percaya readers are all wise enough =)

Lagi satu, ayat-ayat Al-Quran yang buat amalan ni, bukan sahaja untuk elak pukau, tapi boleh jugak sebagai pelindung dari dari bahaya yang lain, yelah dari accident ke ape-ape jelah bahaya atau kejadian yang tak diingini kan?

Yang penting istiqamah, and bertawakkal bersungguh-sungguh kepada Tuhan.

Untuk mengelakkan Syirik Khafi, iaitu syirik kecil, ialah apabila kita percaya Ayat / Amalan itu yang membantu/melindungi kita MELEBIHI dari Kekuasaan & Izin Tuhan. Seperti contoh, letak tangkal depan pintu, kita percaya tangkal melindungi kita LEBIH daripada kita percaya bahawa segala yang berlaku atas IZIN-NYA.

Yalah, kadang-kadang kita terleka kan??? Walaupun kita tak berniat nak mensyirikkan Allah

So nak elakkan kita percaya & berlindung Ayat BUTA-BUTA, ada baiknya kita cuba faham and tahu juga setiap baris ayat yang kita baca tu, mudah-mudahan dengan cara itu kita tahu yang kita sedang berusaha sambil at the same time kita bergantung kepada KUASA yang MAHA ESA okeh =)

Yelah mungkin ada petua cakap pakai baju terbalik, bawak paku besi 5 inci lah tahi besi lah macam-macam, MUNGKIN ini satu cara, pasal orang belajar benda-benda macam ini mesti nak ada pantang kan? Kot-kotla paku ke apa semua tu pantang pengamal pukau nie, macam orang pakai susuk jugak, pantangnye dikatakanlah takleh lalu bawah ampaian la... makan sate takleh terus dari lidi pencucuk... takleh makan pisang emas lah...sebab kita di kepulauan Nusantara ni begitulah pantang dan adat, di China maybe takleh makan Babi ke ooopsss..haram jejak kaki tokong ke??? di India maybe takleh makan tosei, takleh bela rambut panjang lepas pinggang ke atau Red Indian di America pulak pantang maybe takleh lalu bawah burung helang Winston tengah terbang ke hehehe... contoh jelah kan???

"Dengan Nama Allah, Aku Bertawakkal kepada Allah, tidak ada Daya dan Kekuatan kecuali dengan-Nya"

Lagi satu, amalan 4 Qul tu sangat digalakkan lah, cuba buka tafsiran Surah Al-Falaq, and Surah An-Nas okeh =)

Links:

Elak Pukau 1

Elak Pukau 2

Elak Pukau 3

Elak Pukau 4

Elak Pukau 5

Syirik, nak tahu lebih lanjut adalah digalakkan mengaji dan bertanya dengan orang yang lebih arif dan reliable, link diberi sekadar untuk pengetahuan asas sahaja...

--END--

2011-04-06T17:47:00.006+08:00

-- Criminal Minds VS Dharma & Greg --

Salam,

Well it's been past few weeks, i watched this tv series at FOX channel, CRIMINAL MINDS. Sounds familiar anyone? And ever since, it's been like a prescribed drug to me. Before this, I didn't really give a damn about the series till I watched one episode, season 6, and i thought, yeah... why not give it a shot, and omaigod, it's REALLY a good damn catch!!!

WHOA!!!!

I love all the protagonist characters in the series, except Strauss (you'd know her if you watch the series).

Remember, back in 2002-2oo3 when AXN production, CSI was a global pandemic? It was like every single sience-stream-high-school teenagers on the planet wanted to become an CSI officer, master in forensic science and then followed suits were other forensic-like TV series such as Bones, Castle, NCIS, yada yada yada. It was a phonemonon before Prison Break, I think... Well, that was when I stopped watching all the series. Too much personal drama/conflict.

BORING 0_O"

Now, lets get back to CRIMINAL MINDS, the story line looks okay to me, but what interest me more is one of the star characters in the series, which is Special Agent Aaron Hotchner. He's a God-damn-serious-never-smile-but-incredibly-hot-seductive-charming guy, who really catches ma eye.... everytime I watch the drama. And it feels really like a dejavu to me. Wait a second darling, I think I've seen you somewhere... you... rocking handsome dude... we've met before yeah....tapi di mana ya????

Think....

Think...

Scratching head....

Think....

Think...

O-EM-GEE!!!

DHARMA VS GREG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

It's been eons dude!!!! Never thought that we'd meet again... Who would've thought that he used to act in Dharma and Greg one of my favourite comedy series at NTV 7!!!! Comedy... and now serious crime scene drama???

Whoever you are... I love you Agent Hotchner.... Or? I-LOVVVVEEEE-YOUUUUUUUUUU-GREG (please act like Dharma)

You never dissapoint me Thomas Gibson =D. NEVA EVA YO!!!

=) what a guy.....

p/s: oh btw Thomas Gibson also used to act in Chicago Hope as Dr. Danny Nyland, if you still remember, this one after i checked through wikipedia.... da~!

--END--

2011-04-03T12:09:00.004+08:00

--03042011--

Salam, Owh saje mahu ngeso (show off) ... saya punya new RB, haha tak dapat pakai tempat lain, kat spital pon jadila... Ni masa saya mahu discharge da... Tgh tunggu bill & farmacy clearance Sambil-sambil saya pun meng'bi-atch'kan (read: ngegeh/mengada-ngada) diri mengambil gambar kenangan ewah.... BTW mahu tanya, lawakah rupa saya pakai RB Aviator itu? Say rasa cool and boleh tahan sedikit la.... Sorryla saya tak cukup seksi, pucat nar bibir saya owh???? Ya baloon ya kawan saya bagi... haha saya sangat happy okeh!!! Gila happy masa dapat baloon saya rasa cam nembiak (read: budak-budak) sahaja....

Ak da dishcarge semalam, syukur... Thanx byk2 kepada member ak sorang itu yang sudi antar ak balik ke rumah.... mun da sihat kelak ak blanja makan okeh!!!...

Juga thanx byk2 yang mendoakan kesihatan ak... semoga korang pun sentiasa berada dalam limpah Rahmah-nya and berada dalam keadaan sihat wal- 'afiah

Ingat masa mula-mula check up itu hari, ak bilang sama kawan ak, hehe da sakit nie baru ingat pasal benda rebutlah 5 perkara, sebelum 5 perkara...

Jangan dowh jadi cam ak, time sakit baru nak ingat... adeh!

Balik rumah sampai around 1600hrs camtu, pastu pas maghrib ak tido, terlajak-lajak sampai kol 10 mlm, suddently dapat call, dari someone

A: Kitak apa khabar, gney dirik tek? (yada yada yada)

Me: Owh kamek bait-bait jak.. (yada yada yada)

Member: Oi!!! Kakak and mak ak maok ngabas kau knek tok ada maok pesan barang makan apa-apa kah?

Me: Oit... boh susah-susah... umah ak ngambo eh....

Haha rupenye member yang antar balik petang tadi, he's a sarawakian btw, malam tu terus datang melawat,angkut sekali sama mak and kakak dia... hu terharunye saya...

Datang-datang mak dia bagi la pantang itu pantang ini... ak pun angguk-angguk je... and cakap OK! OK! OK!... dengar la, cakap nak cepat sembuh kan???

Mulai hari nie, ak stop amik pain killer, pharmacist bilang, amik pain killer kalau betul-betul tak tahan, sebab yang dia bagi tu stock yang paling kuat la... begitula dia bilang... so ak pun ok saja... ikut... so far takdalah rasa painful... cuma ak tak boleh tengok cerita lawak, bukan lawak bodoh tapi lawak yang betul2 lawak

Anyway guys take care.....

--End--

2011-03-31T13:01:00.003+08:00

--31/03/2011--

Salam, 1314 hrs Sekarang tengah makan lunch, bubur sama ikan masak tak tahu, tapi sedapla.... eish ak rasa cam ada belaan je, melantak je dari pagi tadi wawawa tak macam orang sakit pun.... Syukur ke hadrat llahi, ak da boleh jalan sikit-sikit, walaupun selow... tapi okla... nanti dalam kol 3 ke 4, ak plan nak pusing-pusing spital pulak... esok jogging, lusa sprint hahaha... ye la sangat... masa sihat dulu malas nar nk jogging... Kadang-kadang rasa cuak gak, tak sakit nie senanye ak bergantung kepada pain killer, ada 5 pil, dari 3 jenis pain killer semua yang ak kena makan sekali. Tu yang buat tahan kot... Hopefully bila da tak da pain killer supply harap-harap boleh tahan sakit ni... huhu tu yang ak cuak... Ak rasa ni short update je, anyway cam besa... ak mintak doa korang... semoga ak cepat recover k' take care... Wassalam.

--END--

2011-03-30T22:13:00.008+08:00

--30/03/2011--

Jam sekarang menunjukkan pukul 10.20 malam, punggung pun sudah leper asyik duduk atas katil, tapi syukur sangat-sangat sebab lepas sedar, takda complication sangat lepas GA (bius). No sakit tekak, no gatal-gatal, no severe headache. Just a little dizzy macam lepas derma darah, cuma dizzy dia lebih sikit dari derma darah la.

Sekarang tengah dengar plak lagu Maher Zain, lagu Barakallah.... hehe boost sikit mood ak.. catchy jugak lagu nie, this is my first time listening to Maher Zain. Sedap gak lagu Barakallah nie, sesuai untuk pasang masa majlis kahwin....

Masa masuk operation theatre tu ak memang betul-betul cuak. Mujur, doctor yang operate ak ajak ak istighfar, selawat, syahadah and doa before ak kena bius. Pastu dr. tu kucup dahi ak... hehe sejuk je ati nie. Btw dia dr. perempuan.

Sesungguhnya doa itu senjata orang mukmin. Takda kuasa lain ko nak serahkan urusan idup n mati ko melainkan dengan DIA. Segala Pujian Bagi Tuhan Penguasa Seluruh Alam....

Tengah dia suntik bius, and pasangkan oxygen tu, ak pun continously recite doa dalam hati. Yang doa shifa' tu... tup tup....

"OK, da abis operation puan, yang ni is your cyst that's been removed"

Mak aih... besar gile cyst tu!!! Rupe macam telur besar letak dalam balang biskut raya yang besa kita order yang penutup kaler merah tu, muat-muat je masuk dalam tu.

Eh bila pulak abis operation nie? Syok-syok tengah dalam mimpi haha, mimpi boleh tahan indah la kot... bukan mimpi ngeri. Syukur...

--SELINGAN--

Cheh, takdela plak ak terlempar ke abad lain macam Haryani dalam buku Bagaikan Puteri (by Ramlee Awang Murshid) adoh... miss nak jumpa Saifuddin a.k.a Laksamana Sunan ni...

nie bagi yang pernah baca buku Bagaikan Puteri, best okeh...

--Tamat Selingan--

Tiba-tiba ak da rasa pain sikit kat kawasan rahim, betulla tu, ak da kena operate.

Time tu, memang syukur sangat-sangat, ak masih bernyawa lagi, ak cube telan elioq, OK, tak sakit hahaha itupun da cukup buat ak happy, da boleh melantak la pas nie...

Bangun-bangun je ak shivering kuat gile... nak cakap bilik tu sejuk tak jugak, tapi mmg shivering, cakap pun ketaq-ketaq. Haha sakit okeh... nak menggigil lagi, nak tahan sakit kat perut lagi adoi....

Nurse bilang ni sebab effect ubat and ak baru je lost quite a lot of blood during the procedure sebab tu shivering...

Tengah menggigil tu, dr. yang operate ak tu datang balik kat ak, baca balik do'a and dia kucup lagi kepala ak... haha memang ak suke la style dia, hati mula kecut, tapi tenang balik.

Masa lepas operation tu, ak tunggu kat tempat discharge OT, while nurse nak antar ak balik ke bilik. Tiba-tiba pulak ak ada mix feelings masa tu... Teringat macam-macam perkara. Yang lepas & yang akan datang... So tears pun kuar la mengalir elok je kat pipi... Bukan nak nangis ke apa, tapi maybe imbalance emotion kot sebab hormonal ke apa, tapi masa tu syukur + sakit + blurr apa akan berlaku nanti + insurance + hospital bills

Ak pujuk diri ak, ak bilang, tenang Maz tenang, it's over, now recover cepat-cepat, okeh...

Macam-macamla so the tears just flowing down my cute cheeks hehehe....

Nurse: Are you crying? Why are you crying? Are you in pain?

Me: No, i just have mix feelings right now, am perfectly fine

Nurse: Don't cry, everything is okay now, don't cry okay (sambil amik tissue lap-lap air mata ak)

Nurse tu nurse Indian, dari Chennai.

Me: Are you a Tamil? Can u speak tamil?

Nurse: Yup, my part is Tamil Nadhu India. Why?

Me: Owh i can speak little Tamil, ak pun cakap la tamil skit (bla bla bla)

Nurse: Omaigod... you speak good tamil, am so impressed, and i like you, you are so cute

Me: (hehe i know dalam hatila kot...)

Pastu dia ajakla ak borak macam-macam, while tengah menunggu nak masuk bilik

Balik-balik bilik je, ak da ratah sponge cake yang nurse antar hahaha lapar okeh....

Trus carik laptop and handphone nak call family n frens informing them that i was fine, pastu apa lagi... online cek email... etc... cheh kene trus aktif ni, nak sihat cepatla katakan....

Petang tu colleague sorang datang melawat... Aduh terharunye ak... adala gak peneman ak kejap kat spital nie...

Ada sorang nurse tu awal-awal trus suruh ak duduk tegak, jangan terlantar je, dia bilang, nak cepat sembuh kene kuat semangat, tahan nafas, buat pelan-pelan... Syukur, finally da leh duk tegak, cuma ak masih prefer bersandar lagi. Ye semangat kene kuat!!! Ak nak gi opsho da nie... tak tahan nak delay-delay dah hehe...

Okeh ak baru je kene amik blood pressure, hehe pulse ak 59, haha rendahnye, paling rendah ak capai dalam hidup kot, kalau normal dulu was 68 masa tengah aktif rajin jog etc.... Ak ada perangai suke check pulse sendiri sebab ak salu ada mindset kalau pulse rendah ertinya jantung ak sihat hahah. Ntah betul ke tidak... tapi zaman ak rajin jog-jog dulu memang pulse ak standard 67-68, skang da 2 tahun ak jarang eksesais normal pulse ak dalam 70-74

Tiba-tiba la dahi ak berpeluh haha panas, sebab siang tadi ak sejuk gile nurse bagi double blanket hoho...

Rehat 6 minggu, tapi ak rasa ak nak amik full rest 2 minggu, masuk minggu ke-3 plan nak buat keje dari rumah hahaha... terasa cool pulak rasanya... kira-kira nak request laptop and internet...

Owh nurse baru masuk bagi 5 bijik pain killer untuk dimakan sebelum tido.......

Owh selain daripada tu, ni kira tips la kalau nak senang post-operation, if gi hospital sorang-sorang and if takda orang akan assist kita for 24 hours.

1. Cuba tau masa bedah kol berapa. Supaya kita leh mentally and physically prepared.

2. Jangan stress-stress walaupun orang sebelah kene seizure ke ape (btw patient sebelah ak ni, suffering meningitis)

3. Tenangkan diri banyak-banyak walaupun banyak perkara risaukan kita, don't let your negative emotion cover you up. Doa itu memang wajibla, bagi yang beragama, yang ada faith bahawa MEMANG ADA KUASA AND ZAT yang akan tentukan perjalanan hidup and mati kita. Haha sekarang baru ak rasa cam mana tawakal or rasa berserah je takdir pada DIA selain berusaha terbaik, sebab antara idup ngan mati kan.... Adeh usap dada insaf sket...

4. HANDPHONE. Before operation tu, singgahla 7-E, top up handset siap-siap, charge handset siap-siap takut kita tak larat nak bangun nak charge hp.

5. Beli la dalam 3-4 botol air mineral/botol, beli botol kecik yng 100ml tu, jangan beli yang 1.5L karang nak minum, angkat mau putus benang hohoho and amik banyak-banyak straw dari kedai, bila sampai bilik, bukak siap-siap, glue botol air and masukkan straw,tutup balik, letak siap-siap atas meja. Sebab pas operation, memang tak larat nak jalan sana-sini, so kalau haus, botol tadi da ada siap buka, siap ada straw lagi, boleh terus hirup. Ready to drink... Ne tau, tak larat nak angkat botol and trus minum...

6. Beli tissue, and baby wipes, letak atas meja siap-siap, sebab nanti if nak segarkan muka, kita dah ada baby wipes untuk segarkan balik. For the first-two hours memang tak larat la nak gi toilet kan haha...and ada tisu tu for miscallenous. Kot-kot tengah hidang makanan, tertumpah ke apa, adala tisu extra.

7. Lagi...hehe tu je yang ak buat.... pastu just prepare tunggu masa... All the best okeh!!!

Ape-ape pun sahabat-sahabat yang disayangi, doakan ak semoga cepat sembuh k'

p/s: Mama (u know who you are), ak make sure lepas bulan 7, pas medical chekup ni, ak akan bolot sume job construction okeh!!!

p/p/s: Nampak gayanye ak miss Pipeline Inspection tahun ni, okeh bolot tahun depan PL inspection pulak caiyok!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

p/p/p/s: Teringat lagi kisah 127 hours, cane la ko amputate arm ko without bius... pergh...

p/p/p/p/s: sakit dol... nak kentut lepas bedah perut nie hahaha... belum apa-apa da nak berak ak nieh adeh....

--END--

2011-03-29T14:52:00.003+08:00

--29/3/2011--

Kawan ak pernah cakap, Maz pas Ray Ban bila nak update blog lagi, ak cakap, tunggu ak ada duit, beli benda baru, baru ak update lagi...

Oh tidak....

Rupanya tak perlu tunggu duit sebab ak ada benda baru untuk diupdate...

At this moment, ak tengah baring rilek2 kat ward hospital, Katil No. 502

Kat depan ak sekarang ada satu monitor TV yang actually SEPATUTNYA boleh pilih mana2 siaran TV local and adala sikit Astro, tapi takleh pakai da~~~~ sebab ada la kot masalah wiring... ok.. takpe...

Mujurla ada laptop sekarang nie yang boleh ak godek2 tenet and chat bersama rakan2 ketika tengah boring...

Last Saturday, lower abdomen ak sakit sangat-sangat so ak suspek la kena acute appendicitis. So ak terus gi general clinic tanya whether ak nie kene appendiks ke tak, pastu doktor bilang sakit ak nie maybe due to ovarian cyst.

Adeh. Ye ke?

Okla, hari ahad pun masih sakit, takleh nak gerak sangat, so most of the time ak lying down jela rilek2

Esok hari Isnin, ak bangun pagi rasa macam da sihat la, cuma masih sakit lagi, tapi tak seteruk hari Sabtu, so ak decide nak buat medical checkup dgn specialist pakar sakit puan (ONG specialist) somewhere nearby my place. Nak confirm benda tu ada cyst haruslah buat ultrasound. Okeh..... tau tau.... ak takda anak lagi, tapi aleastla ak leh feeling cane buat ultrasound kan haha... InsyaAllah nanti ak akan leh ultrasound untuk cek anak ak plak....NANTILA kan....

So pass buat ultrasound ni confirm and sahla, ak ada ovarian cyst and kene remove, sebab cyst tu da 9cm. Even cyst yang sebesar 5cm actually da perlu kene remove. Ak nak tunjuk gambar ultrasound tu, tapi macam malas dulu nak upload kalau rajin nanti ak show la gambar ultrasound 'baby' ak. ADEH!

So, sekarang ak baru je makan makanan spital hahaha adeh... Harap2 la insurance leh cover bendala sume nie

Doakan ak semoga cepat sembuh ye... =) tak sabar btul nak gi opsho nie.... kene tangguh lagi... Adeh!

--END--

2011-03-19T23:13:00.009+08:00

-- Sapa Suka Shades Rempit ??? --

Salam,

As am a fan of vintage style.... Jawapan bagi tajuk di atas haruslah AKU =D

Walaupun ramai maybe lagi suka sporty design shades macam Oakley sama Tag Heuer, tapi hatiku memang sudah sangkut & setia sama RB hoi yeah....

ak pakai US RB member ak, rasanya outdoorsman tapi memang syiok pakai okeh...

Walaupun orang kutuk cakap aviator tu sunglass mat-mat rempit, stok-stok Danau Kota (dekat je okeh ngan rumah ak, sepelaung je...) kebetulan la pulak kan, RB ni diminati oleh mat-mat rempit, but pedulikla... sebab orang yang kutuk nie tak appreciate design Aviator tu. Lagipun orang cool je pakai RB, hehehe kami tak heran ngan budak hingusan pakai oakley & tag hehehe =P

Macam bag Chanel Classic 2.55 Flap Bag be it lamb skin or caviar, Aviator also has its own history.

Mari kita imbau kembali sejarah Aviator Shades ini:

Asalnya in 1936 Ray Ban manufacturer (back then was Bausch & Lomb, now brand Ray Ban ini di bawah Luxxotica Group since 1999) telah come out with a design that helps US Air Force Pilots to overcome/ combat the blinding glare of the sun. Somemore, it was an issued item for the air force military.

That's why Aviator also known as the Pilot Glasses (Teringat colleague kat opis yang dok sebut pilot sunglass nie).

So, in short, yang technology polarized-polarized lense tu actually asalnya dari technology Ray Ban ni la. So jangan nak kerekla all those Oakley lovers yang dok kutuk-kutuk RB tu brand rempit... coz RB is the pioneer of polarized lense technology hokey~! Budak-budak pakai RB pon tak heran ngan oakley korang...

In 1937 plak, a year after it was created, this design was open to the public. So, starting this year banyak sunglass manufacturer adopt atau inspired dengan design Aviator ni. Apa-apa brand sekalipun, di seluruh dunia mesti atleast ada a handful of aviator inspired collection. But, Ray Ban is still remain the first Aviator Shades. That's is why people who likes Ray Ban Aviator will go for RB, no matter how bad budak hingusan kutuk RB.

Lepas Aviator, RB came out with design yang didevelope from Aviator such as Shooter, Outdoorsman, Caravan, Clubmaster... But as I would say, I still go for Aviator =)

Sama macam Channel Classic 2.55 Flap Bag which was designed in 1955, design nya masih & tetap sama sampai sekarang and tahun 2030, macam tu jugak dengan Aviator, the design will still remain classic, elegant & in style since 1936 sampai sekarang. So nak pass down kat anak (ke anak sedara) pon takda hal lah sebab design tak out of date... =D peace...

Tadi ak cakap pasal Aviator kan? Sekarang ak cakap pasal the brand pulak

Owh nak cakap pasal RB, sapa-sapa suka RB for fashion, bleh la go for mana-mana version be it US (B&L) or Italian made (Luxxotica). Mula-mula ak pun suka RB memang sebab esthatic value per se, tapi bagi peminat kipas-susah-mati RB plak, sah-sah mahu cari RB USA ORI sebab lense dia sangat berkualiti. Kira lagendary gitu sebab dia military technology. Tapi sebab dia adalah collectible item, maka harga RB US adalah sangat mahal (relative to my income) tapi quality tip top la kan... macam-macam beza, dari lense ke packaging.

In 1999, B&L yang da bankrupt hanya jual branding kepada Luxxotica BUT NOT the lagendary lense technology macam G-15, B-15, diamond hard, chromax, etc. Lagi pula, B&L da tak produce RB so the one yang ada kat pasaran skang nie obviously second hand item ataupun NEW BUT OLD STOCK ITEM. There should be no brand new US B&L RB. Harga pun memang kow2

Kira Italian RB ni knock-off item je la...for fashion purpose only... sebab esthatic design is remain te same. The best lense it can offer is the polarized technology. The same tech that is used for Oakley.

So sekarang ada paham ka kenapa budak-budak rempit or otai2 suka cari itu US made nye RB? It's not because of the rempit design, but because of the story lies within it. The sentimental value that you get when you really get to feel the authentic Ray Ban that's no longer produce. Feel ni akan sama bagi peminat Vespa Lambretta (macam ak) or peminat 1938 Beetle Volkswagen or 1959 Austin Mini Cooper. You can get newly design Bettle VW but it can never be like the one produced between 1938-2003. Same goes for RB =>

Oh untuk budak hingusan kerek suka Oakley, Luxxotica pun manufacturer for Oakley jugak okeh.... so takyah nak kerek... Aleast RB made in Italy, kalau Oakley mesti Made in China even pun ori kan kan kan?????

So, behold....

My new baby..... my own Aviator RB3025 by Luxxotica Italy, ni je termampu skang...next target plak ak nak cari authentic old timer RB by Bausch & Lomb Aviator for my own collection, satu lagi nak kasi sama bapak ak, ak plan mau kasik shooter or outdoorsman kot.. biar old school sket... Mesti stylo kami anak beranak pakai hehehe, Mak? hehe mak tak layan RB... bagi handbag sudey... Tapi US RB harga mesti kaw2 gile kot... lu or sapa-sapa ke jual original US RayBan contact gua okeh!!! Chiou... Eh bila plak nak bagi duit buat rumah nie kalau da shopping??? Adoi...

p/s: kind reminder: benda nie DONIA semata-mata (urut dada sket...)

--END--

2011-03-13T22:54:00.002+08:00

-- Bila kawan opis menyakat ADEH! 0_O" --

Salam,

Semoga mangsa di tempat kejadian/ ancaman Tsunami berada dalam keadaan selamat hendaknya.

Sejak dua menjak ni ada seorang kawan opis suka sangat menyakat ak... Asal nampak muka ak je mesti kuar lagu2 retro hehe.. Terasa memang terasa beb.... huh makan dalam kot...

Tapi sakat dia tu la yang buat ak boleh ketawa and senyum kat opis sepanjang hari... Ada 2 lagu popular dia akan pakai untuk sakat ak... maybe korang tahu, maybe tak... tapi ni lagu-lagu zaman mak pak kita mude-mude dulu la...

Lagu 1

Suratan Atau Kebetulan

Sesuatu yang tak disangka
Seringkali mendatangi kita
Itukah suratan dalam kehidupan
Atau sekadar satu kebetulan

Kita asyik membicarakan
Persoalan hidup dan pilihan
Sedang kejujuran semakin berkurang
Masih tiada bertemu jawapan

Walau kita dihadapkan
Dengan pelbagai pilihan
Mengapa sering terjadi
Pilihan tak menepati
Hingga amat menakutkan
Menghadapi masa depan
Seolah telah terhapus
Sebuah kehidupan yang kudus

Pertemuan sekali ini
Bagi diriku amat beerti
Tetapi ku bimbang untuk menyatakan
Bimbangkan berulang kesilapan

huhu.. Okeh ini lagu ke-2 pulak, lagu ni memang no.1 dalam carta menyakat ak hahaha... hampeh punye colleague bukan nak comfortkan ak pun... ape-ape pun still boleh buat ak tersenyum at leaast ak tahu he actually cares... =)

Lagu 2
Rindu Bayangan

Bila ku kenang ku renung gambar wajahmu
Kisah yang lalu tak akan berulang lagi
Lupakan saja cerita lama
Usah dirayu pada yang tak sudi

Janganlah dinanti pada yang telah pergi
Hanya luka lamakan berdarah kembali
Kini kecewa tidak terkata
Mengapakah itu disebut lagi

Apalah yang hendak dikata
Sudah suratan takdir menentukan
Inilah ragam manusia
Manis di bibir pandai bermain lidah

Berputar-putar membelitkan kata-kata
Hanya linangan air mata yang menitis
Pada bayangan di angin lalu
Membisikkan kata rindu bayangan....

Ak rasa, next time kene prepare la... by the time dia sakat lagi.... dia buka lagu je ak akan trus masuk duet skali hahaha...amacam??? Ak tengah practice doh..... (serius!!!) make sure pitching note sume tak lari...

Semoga suatu hari nanti ak akan mampu tersenyum gembira lagi.... =)

--END--

2011-03-08T20:33:00.006+08:00

picture credit: google image

-- DUIT DUIT DUIT --

Salam....

Sapa tak suka duit hor???

Hihihi ak cakap macam nie makin macam orang tua pulak...

Takpela... ageing is a normal process of becoming old...

Or act maturely is a normal process of ageing???

Or thinking wiser is a normal process of maturity???

Masa mude-mude dulu umur 7 tahun bapak kasi aku duit belanja 40 sen satu hari buat belanja sekolah....

Masa tu if ada RM4 (dalam bentuk syiling ye kawan-kawan) dalam tangan tu terasa diri ini manusia paling kaya dalam dunia... =D hehehe da boleh layak nak riak da tu....

Bapak pesan, "20 sen buat belanja, 20 sen simpan tabung.... nanti kalau bapak tak cukup duit boleh pinjam duit ko sikit"

So, kat sini moral value is kecik-kecik bapak sudah pesan menabung supaya bila terdesak kita ada duit emergency...

Bila remaja sikit... masuk sekolah menengah, income pun bertambah sikit, bapak kasi RM15 seminggu.... sudah angan-angan mahu beli tudung bawal itu, tudung bawal ini, kaset itu, kaset ini....

Remaja sikit zaman matrikulasi... bapak kasi RM100...bulan-bulan campur RM1000 KPM bagi and RM1000 Yayasan Sarawak bagi setiap sem. Sudah berangan mahu beli kain sutera itu, kain sutera ini, baju stylo-stylo itu, baju stylo-stylo ini...

Remaja tua sikit zaman U mak kasi RM300 bulan2, bapak tak larat nak bagi duit belanja da very high expenses for him mak pulak take over..... PTPTN kasi hutang Rm3500 satu sem for 4 years... Masa ni happy la bila PTPTN banked in masuk bank Islam... approximately 7 days after registration after the new semester...belum pikir betapa jenuh nak bayar hutang...diiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiiii kemudiiannnnn hariiiiiiii =D wawawawa..... ingat macam mana mau enjoy saja... pakai duit PT. Ini lagi dasyhat... sudah mahu beli handbag itu... heels ini, make up itu, accesories ini.... Financial management level time nie??? Hampeh tahap cipan!!!! Terms finance pun masih blurrrr lagi...

picture credit: Perbadanan Tabung Pendidikan Tinggi Nasional

(logo ini akan menghantui hidup peminjam PTPTN....hehehe da ada duit tu bayar lump sump je la hehehe >=D )

Remaja TUAAAAA.... sikit zaman kerja.... sudah ada income sendiri... kasi parents duit, bayar balik PTPTN, bayar bil itu ini, bayar rumah, makan segala.... mahu beli itu, mahu beli ini... mahu melancong ke situ... mahu melancong ke sini....

Ooooopssssssssssssssssssssssss da tak boleh beli suka hati da... jenuh tunggu hujung bulan terima gaji ni....

Baru tahu sekarang kena berkira... cukup ke tidak nak bayar itu ini sampai hujung bulan... ADEH... terkena balik...

Sekarang baru faham macam mana susah mak bapak bagi kita duit buat belanja, kita pulak belanja ikut suka nafsu kita....

Mak bapak tak pernah mengeluh hatta satu butir keluhan (read: huh.....) pun bila bagi kita duit belanja tiap-tiap hari, tiap-tiap bulan, tiap-tiap tahun for nearly 25 years.

Jadi makin tua ni, semua sudah fikir pasal money matters ni... Semua sudah fikir "wah nak kerja sampai umur berapa tahun? Bila nak settle semua loans? Insurans? Perlindungan kewangan di masa hadapan? Pencen?"

Sapa-sapa keje gomen tu... insyaAllah boleh rileks sikit sebab stabil, ada pencen, and then gomen pun tadalah suka-suka mahu retrench staff especially during recession period kan..loan gomen pun interest rendah... sangat membantu civil servants la... but still they have to prepare for the worst case scenario kan?

Tapi for those yang berada dalam private sector ni, keadaan dia a little critical, you can never expect what will happen to the company performance in the long run. Especially with the current global/national economic & political situation that's changing rapidly.

Sediakan payung sebelum hujan....

Jadi, di sini saya mahu share ada satu blog; bebas-hutang yang saya baca bersama-sama colleagues saya. Very very the informative bagi orang muda (read: remaja tua) seperti saya yang baru nak kenal dunia. Dia bukan itu scam okeh yang macam boleh jana RM10, 0000000000 dalam masa satu saat. NO. It's a blog about how to manage your income, asset, monthly/annual cashflow, tax, debts, retirement plants and so many things.

Macam-macam aspek and topik derang bincangkan. Bahasa pun bahasa lepak-lepak, tak da la pakai bombastic jargon used by warren buffet ke... so yang low education level pun boleh paham jugak... lagipun budak degree pon bukannye pandai sangat... ADEH!!!

Maka pesanan saya... membaca menambah ilmu pengetahuan =D

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2011-03-02T22:51:00.013+08:00

picture credit: Film4 Productions

--5.291666666666667 Days--

WARNING:

THIS ENTRY CONTAINs SPOILER for 127 HOURS

You can proceed if you don't care, jangan marah ak kalau da tak thrill okeh =D

Salam,

Another updates from me, while still in KL, scratching my itchy ass wanting to go offshore badly...

I've been longing to watch this movie, and just a few minutes ago, I finished watching a movie (a dvd borrowed from my colleague), based on true story, 127 HOURS, directed by Danny Boyle (also the director of slumdog millionaire), and starred by James Franco (cute to my liking).

MAN!!!!

THAT MAN IS JUST SO..... A SURVIVOR....

For those who have watched The Way Back, and say "Man... this film is freaking tiring...." or if you kinda like inspiring based on true story film, hahaha then you should watch 127 hours....

You see, I can still sit back and relax, and yawn while watching The Way Back, but 127 hours???? I kept saying and screaming... OMAIGOD OMAIGOD OMAIGOD!!!!! throughout the entire movie!!!

Oh please please please go and watch this movie...

You see again, actually it was just last week i donated a pint of blood (approximately 380 ml), and to see the needle injecting my dilated vein really needs tonnes of courage... huh!!! (wiping sweats)

--Selingan--

Pesanan Khidmat Masyarakat ini dibawakan oleh mazafirzie.blogspot.com

Situasi:

Masa ni ak da baring atas stretcher, ready nak derma darah da nie..... So yang attend ak tu sorang nurse lelaki, mudala, dalam 25 tahun, tinggi, handsome, cute, dan sejuk mata memandang...

Nurse: Ok, saya cucuk... (masa ni pakai syringe kecik comel cucuk something bius ke ape ntah maybe to dilate the vein)

maz: OK........... (dalam hati: (smiling) cucukla.........)

Nurse: OK, ready saya cucuk.... Bismillah.... (time ni plak syringe besar tu for sucking the blood masuk pint)

maz: OK......... (dalam hati: (da cair da...) alahai.... cucukla puas-puas..... biarlah darah ini keluar demi dirimu.... tu dia tak hagak-hagak kan ak???)

Lepas cucuk...

Nurse: Ok, sekarang da boleh pam (sambil senyum, bersama cahaya di wajahnya.... hee...gatal...)

maz: senyum kepada nurse (dalam hati: Alahai kalau macam nie, setiap saat setiap waktu akan ku derma darahku untukmu wahai nurse lelaki yang handsome lagi kacak lagi beriman lagi wajah bercahaya ha... amik kau.....)

Pesanan: A Drop of BLOOD an OCEAN of hope ok!!!

--Tamat selingan--

And after donating the blood, normally one would become slightly dizzy (macam pening-pening lalat) because you'd just lost a portion of your blood...

So pas ko derma darah tu janganla straightaway gi marathon, sprinting kan... high risk boleh pitam... kalau takat jalan slow-slow ok la, jangan push yourself too hard, pastu relaksla sikit for 2-3 hours baring-baring, lepak-lepak, tengok tv, minum milo...petang tu kalau nak jogging ke sparring silat ke insyaAllah ok da... takkan rasa pitam ke semput ape sume la...

Bayangkan, ak yang sihat, BMI terlebih sikit, makan cukup, tidur lebih 10 jam, pun boleh dizzy and kene reduce sikit aktivity yang kena increase hear rate.... pas derma darah

BUT

CAN YOU JUST IMAGINE.....

AMPUTATING YOUR OWN ARM...... ingat tak T-BAG the Prison Break??? Ni real T-Bag hokeh.. T-Bag takat sampai pergelangan tangan, pakai kapak tajam, lakonan sahaje plak tu.... nie arm... almost sampai siku, real case study doh...

BY YOURSELF.....

IN THE MIDDLE OF NOWHERE....

NO BED, NO NURSE, NO ASSISTANT, NO EVERYTHING....

JUST YOU AND GOD THE ALMIGHTY....

USING DULL KNIFE made in china one....(definitely not a sterilized)

WITHOUT ANY LOCAL/GENERAL ANESTHESIA....

DEHYDRATED.... because you only consume approx. 500ml of H2O for 5 days; average only 100ml of H2O per day.....

ko bayangkan ko just ada air botol mineral kecik tu je to survive dari senin sampai jemat, and at the same time ko tengah hempas pulas nak selamatkan diri ko dari mati kering kat grand canyon tuh...

STARVING....AFTER NOT EATING ANY SINGLE SOLID FOOD FOR MORE THAN 5 DAYS!!!

Satu lagi kene bayangkan brapa banyak darah lost during the amputation process tu... da la slow...kulit daging tulang kena siat, ketuk, pakai pisau tumpul... ak potong ribs lembu nak buat sup tulang pakai butcher nye knife pon da sekian... ni kan pulak toreh tangan sendiri??? takde back up darah for blood transfusion...lapar, haus, penat lagi mentally physically???

Ooooo00000oooo MAI GOD !!!!

I could've just die.......

Gila kental mamat nie.... siap ada babak dia tachycardia tu beb!!! huh... gila!!!! Ak pun ikut skali tachycardia tengok filem nie... hehe saje exaggerate... Anytime dia boleh collapse...mampos... tapi dia tak... he managed to stay conscious and not wasting his precious critical time mourning, nangis panggil mak tak buat apa2.... every second tu dia think cane nak letgo off his arm yang stuck kat boulder besar sepemeluk gajah...memang betulla bak kata slogan filem tu, "EVERY SECOND COUNTS"

Kiranya pas ak tengok movie semangat ak bertambah-tambah la nak beli bag deuter baru, nak tukar yang lama.... nak beli swiss knife, hiking boot, hydration pack, static/dynamic rope (Mr. 3/e mesti tau kan... ko buat bungee jumping.... cane ek experience ko nanti share okeh!!!) carabinar, jam digital yang stylo, sunglass yang sporty, lagi mountain bike eh....

Eh ada tak ak citer yang ak gi naik bukit TABUR itu hari erm hari ke-5 syawal kot??? takde eh??? hahah best ok... cume semput sebab da tak fit masa zaman blaja dulu.... aish..

Merepek pulak... tak... pas tengok movie tu ak bersemangat la dengan kehidupan ak nie... macam hohoho beruntungla so far takde agi ak experience saat di mana malaikat Izrail ngan ak tu jarak sejengkal je...(sebenarnya as a muslim kita kene percaya hakikat nya kita dan mati tu jarak nye tak sampai pun sedenyut nadi)

Like seteruk2 mana pun musibah kita nie, ada lagi orang experience musibah lagi hardcore dari kita and they still survive and live his life to the fullest....

So kesimpulannya tengok la cerita nie... at least filem nie bukan filem seram men cak cak je... hantu make up ntah hape2 muncul...takat jerit-jerit tu... ish...

Jaga diri leklok k'!!!!

=) take care guys!!!

Wassalam

--END--

2011-02-22T10:57:00.003+08:00

-- Update of the Day 22/2/2011--

Updated

Salam,

This is just a quick update.. Since I don't have any twitter things... I just write it inside my blog hehehe...

While I was at the office, doing the reportings.......

Situation 1:

Was quite hungry and I saw one of my colleagues eating ONE NICE HOT CHINESE BUN (PAU PUTIH)

mazafirzie: wah.... pau!!! what's the filling??? Looks yummy...
my colleague: BABIIIIIIEEEEEEE...... (smiling & excited)
mazafirzie: erk! -.-' (lucky i just didn't steal his pau)

Situation 2:

Was rushing to the toilet.

my colleague: maz, where are you going?
mazafirzie: toilet want to berak
my colleague: oooo kat opiz baru sibuk nak berak kat rumah tanak berak.... so wasting company's time
mazafirzie: can save water at home, berak here can use company's water more

......After few seconds come back again from the toilet

my colleague: eh, so fast berak???
mazafirzie: no am taking my pad, today's my first day of menstruation
my colleague: EEEEUUUUUWWWWWWWWW (he's a guy btw...)

Situation 3:

While doing office tasks..., my Scottish manager asked us a Q:

Mr. manager: Listen guys, do you know what does collocation means?

(mind you, my manager always scold me for my weak command of English huh -.-' gimme time Mr. Manager, am still in learning process...)

Everyone: I DON'T KNOW

Mr. manager: Well.... collocation is bla bla bla (explaining what's collocation is) like for example; cooking in the kitchen, swimming in the sea... bla bla bla

[ I seriously have know idea what collocation is all about during pre and post explanation -.-']

While Mr. Manager was out making coffee....

Colleague 1:Hey BJ (referring to Colleague 2) ! I think BJ is a collocation
Colleague 2: No it's not....a collocation
Colleague 1: Yes it is... look on the internet la!
Colleague 2: Ok! what if BJ is not a collocation? You want to suck my d**k?
Colleague 1: See first la, am sure BJ IS a collocation

Colleague 2 searching whether BJ is a collocation or not

Colleague 2: SEE!!! BJ IS NOT A COLLOCATION. NOW WHO'S GONNA SUCK MY D**K?

mazafirzie: -.-'(still blurr and don't understand a single thing)

and it was about 1830 hrs, time to punch out... what a nice discussion to end the day... -.-'

--END--

2011-02-18T01:34:00.006+08:00

--Membebel?--

Esok cuti, oleh itu saya berkesempatan untuk mengupdate blog saya, yang pada saya pembacanya hanya boleh dihitung dengan jari sahaja. Maafkan saya kerana blog saya tidak sehebat blog-blog yang lain kerana tujuan saya memiliki blog adalah untuk saya berkongsi pendapat saya. Harap pembaca masih lagi sudi membaca walaupun barangkali isi kandungannya agak bosan.

Sedikit pendapat saya yang saya pasti mungkin ada antara kalian sedia maklum, namun sahaja ingin sekali saya kongsikan bersama =)

Sedikit perkara yang bermain di fikiran saya sejak kebelakangan ini:

Bahawa ada 2 buah negara iaitu China dan Japan mengalami surplas dalam bajet tahunan mereka? Saya tidak tahu pasal ekonomi, ini pun saya baca melalui majalah yang saya beli beberapa bulan lepas. Saya cuma excited membacanya, macam tidak percaya rupanya memang wujud ye...negara yang mengalami surplas dalam bajet. Selalu terfikir bila pula Malaysia nak mengalami surplas?

Saya sudah merasa bahang pelaburan emas sejak tahun lepas (mungkin agak sedikit ketinggalan berbanding rakan-rakan saya yang lain) namun, tahun ini baru saya tahu bagaimana pelaburan emas ini berfungsi. Hurm... pada pendapat saya yang kurang arif ini, saya rasa saya sekiranya saya mempunyai lebih simpanan kewangan, dan sekiranya saya ingin melabur dalam emas, saya rela memiliki emas seketul dalam simpanan saya berbanding membuka akaun emas. =) No offense kepada yang berlainan pendapat dengan saya.

KWSP sudah potong 11% daripada gaji basic saya, yang sebelum ini hanya dipotong 8%. Adeh. Makin kurang rupanya cash dalam tangan saya. Bukan sahaja berkurangan dari segi numerical, tapi juga berkurangan dari segi buying power yang saya miliki due to increasing rate of inflation. -.-" Tapi saya harap berkatla gaji saya itu, orang cakap, gaji berkat ni, lambat nak habis. Hehe macam mana nak bagi gaji berkat?
JANGAN CURI TULANG SEMASA BEKERJA!!!!

Adeh. Saya terkena sekali lagi -.-""

Ramai mungkin sedia maklum dengan revolusi yang bermula di Tunisia, telah merebak ke Mesir, dan sekarang ke Bahrain, dan Yemen. Tunisia dan Mesir telah berjaya menggulingkan kuasa pemerintah, saya tidak pula tahu natijah untuk Bahrain dan Yemen. Namun, saya kagum dengan semangat yang dimiliki mereka. Harapan bukan sekadar hangat-hangat tahi ayam saya rasa. Saya pun merasakan bahawa pelajar Malaysia di Mesir (mungkin ada) yang masih belum pulang tengah sedikit tenang dan tersenyum bangga, macam: WOW!!!! I was in EGYPT during the successful revolution!!!! kira-kira begitulah mungkin rasa mereka, dan mereka boleh bercerita tentang perkara ini dengan anak cucu mereka kelak. Kamu tahukah? Tarikh 11 February di mana Hosni Mubarak resign, sama dengan tarikh Revolusi Islam Iran yang telah berjaya?

Saya pun teringin bercerita dengan cucu saya kelak (mudah-mudahan diberi kesempatan) Eh, tauk sik? Nenek dolok penah keja kapal, nenek nang orang kapal....opsho kata omputeh...(sambil tersengih dengan gigi separuh rongak barangkali?) sungguhpun saya tidak tahu berenang. Adeh!

PUNYALAH saya fikir Benjamin Netanyahu si Yahudi itu sudah meninggal dunia beberapa tahun yang lepas. Rupa-rupanya masih sihat walafiat lagi... Saya baru sahaja tengok dia dalam TV tadi. Adeh.

Yahudi... Yahudi... mengingatkan pula saya cerita Inglorious Bastard, sungguh pun Brad Pitt berlakon dalam cerita itu, namun saya memang tidak suka cerita itu, ganas saya rasa. Memang saya terus jadi takut dan traumatized!!! Betul, cerita hantu tak kisahla melayu ka orang putih ka, indon ka, thailand ka, memang tak lut dekat saya (riak sekejap) tapi cerita ni memang betul-betul menakutkan saya. Saya actually have veryyyy high tolerance for violence movies, tapi tidak untuk cerita ini. Semua orang tidak boleh dipercayai. Walhal dalam hidup, saya rasa trustworthy itu sangat penting.

Walaupun dalam cerita The Prison Break (4 seasons altogether) juga semua orang tidak boleh dipercayai, juga menyebabkan saya trauma kerana saya mimpi saya jadi pelarian seperti mereka, asyik lari sebab takut kena bunuh percuma, gila homicide orang-orang dalam cerita ni. Yalah, nak kena bunuh sekalipun biarlah dibunuh kerana kita berperang ke, tapi bukan bunuh percuma. Eh tahukah anda watak T-Bag (Theodore something) is actually a BRITISH??? Gila la dia punya Alabaman or Texas accent (tak berapa pasti). Hugh Laurie (Dr. House) pun British juga, tapi saya rasa T-Bag lagi hebat, bukan senang nak buat Texas accent.

Tapi cerita TITANIC adalah all time favourite movie saya. Nantilah saya naik kapal, saya tengok lagi cerita ni, supaya lebih feeling... Lagipun Leonardo Di Caprio adalah actor kegemaran saya. Ada seorang kawan saya yang sering mengingatkan saya pada Di Caprio, namun sekiranya saya bagitahu siapa dia, tentulah hidungnya akan kembang dan tak akan kempis kembali.

Sebelum ini, saya layan How I Met Your Mother, sekarang saya tengah melayan The Big Bang Theory. Kamu tengok kah both of these comedies? Lawak sungguh saya rasa. Untuk pengatahuan, saya paling suka watak Barney dan Robin dalam HIMYM, dan saya suka watak Dr. Sheldon Cooper dalam TBBT.

Saya rindu keluarga dan rumah saya di Kuching.

Oh bagi kamu yang ingin kekal fit dan sihat (ehem read: to maintain your ideal weight) saya recommend website cekodok.com dan sususejat.com untuk anda. Sangat informative dan menyeronokkan saya rasa.

Kawan-kawan, doakan saya supaya saya cepat-cepat naik kapal ok.... Sangat berharap... sangat-sangat-sangat-sangat...

--END--

2011-02-13T02:19:00.003+08:00

-- Let's Play Piano --

Salam, and selamat menyambut Maulidur Rasul. Perbanyakkan Selawat dan Salam kepada Baginda Rasulullah s.a.w.

(SELINGAN:

Ingat masa dulu2 masa form 1 (1999) gigih berarak, masa Hari Maulidur Rasul, pusing satu Bandar Kuching sambil bawak sepanduk and selawat... Rindu betul... and if kat kampung pulak derang pon berarak, tapi very smart, derang berarak malam hari so takdela kepanasan kan? Sambil selawat and guess what??? Bawak TANGLUNG skali hokeh!!! Tanglung tu... siap macam2 rupa ada, ada Kaabah, Masjid, Rehal, macam2 la budak sekolah rendah buat... can u just imagine??? Kat kampung, nun pendalaman Sarawak nun.... very creative and fun ok.... one of my childhood memories yang ak ingat sampai sekarang....)

Today I didn't do anything productive. Only spent most of my time surfing the net. YOUTUBING to be precised. I was looking for Pirates of the carribean theme song (He's a Pirate by Klaus Badelt, very nice composition!!!!) played by amateur guitarist, violanist and pianist.... There are sooooo good I tell you!!!!

And as I might go offshore in a few weeks (I hope). Hoping that I can resume my role as the Calypso (SEA GODDES) for the vessel... hah! YOU WISH!!! Well that's eactually explain the Pirates Of The Carribean mood.

Owh... please pray for me so that I can find someone as handsome and eccentric as Jack Sparrow OK guys!!! You don't know Jack Sparrow? Better in live in a cave...

What's my pirate name would be??? I tried this site and my pirate name is

drum rolllll..................

BLACK MARY CASH!!!!

hahaha!!! I kinda like the name though... sounds.... hurmmm TOUUGH???

YEAH!!!! ARGHH!!!!! I'M TOUGH LIKE A LEATHER!!!!!

I LOVE THE SEA MORE THAN ANYTHING ELSE!!!!!

hahaha ok... ok... enough... (have u tried? what's yours???)

Ok.. back to where we were... You see I don't really play any musical instrument though... even if I actually wish that I know one or two popular one like piano or guitar....

Huh really makes me jealos to watch these people because the only musical instrument I can play is...

urm...

RECORDER????

Ever heard of that??? Owh do you know that there are several types of recorder??? But you can google it yourself okeh!!! To explain the type of recorders itself requires a new entry.

Well.... (blow nails) at least I have 3 years experince playing recorder.... Isn't that pathethic...

-.-"

I bet all Malaysian knows what a recorder is =D remember Kelas Muzik?

Ok that's the furthest I can go with musical instrument. I don't have any other vast experience with other musical instruments.

So suddenly I wished I'd know how to play piano, who knows maybe I can be the next Maxim Mrvicaa??? Or maybe I might be the next Beethoven, a new music genius??? You never know your luck.

And off I went googling for online piano simulator, and I found this website. It's a very simple simulator but I enjoy experimenting it, despite of it can only be played using mouse pad??? Which is not so convinient obviously...

This is how it looks like...

But.... at least la... I can listen to piano sound and try to play it by ear... Baby steps ok....baby steps...

Hurm perhaps someday I can invest and enroll myself in a piano class? Or a violin class???

Enjoy your weekends guys... =)

--END--

2011-02-09T22:34:00.002+08:00

--Ahlan Wa Sahlan Ya 2011 =D --

Walaupun tahun baru masihi telah lama berlalu, tahun baru dalam hidup saya baru hendak bermula

Wah wah wah... saya sekarang tengah menghitung hari.... semoga cepatla berlalu February dan datangla March... kerana saya mahu ke opsho lagi =D

Punggung saya dah kegatalan, mahu naik kapal especially kerana saya akan pergi ke Pipeline Inspection!!!! Walaupun construction job sebenarnya lebih menyeronokkan saya rasa, tapi saya tak kisah as long as saya ke pesisir pantai lagi hehehe....

Labuan tunggu saya hokeh!!!

Hoi yeah.... rakan2 sekalian tolong-tolongla sangat-sangat doakan saya supaya murah rezeki, agar saya naik dan jarang turun.....

Tolong doakan juga saya tahan dari tekanan mental dan fizikal (tak sangat la) dan juga emosi semasa berkerja...

Tolong doakan semoga boleh melakukan yang terbaik untuk job kali ini

Tolong doakan semoga saya fokus dalam kerja saya

Saya nak kumpul duit... mahu siapkan rumah keluarga dan mahu beli macam-macam =) saya agak tamak dan boros, saya perlu banyak duit hahaha...

Saya juga mahu beli kereta idaman saya vroom vroom....

Saya mahu jalan-jalan ke luar negara

Saya mahu belanja keluarga dan kawan saya makan-makan

Saya mahu ajak Lee SHOPPING!!!!! sepuas-puas hati....

Oh saya rindu kawan saya Lee itu... Oh Lee sekiranya kamu membaca entri ini ingat... AKU RINDU GILAK NGAN KAU!!!

Oh tolong doakan saya ya, semoga rasa sedih saya akan hilang, semoga saya boleh merasa lagi bagaimana rasanya gembira, semoga dalam hati saya tidak membenci sesiapa, semoga saya menjadi lebih matang dalam membuat keputusan hidup, semoga saya tidak cepat nampak tua, semoga saya fit and healthy, segala-galanya lah...

Tolong doakan ya kawan-kawan yang amat saya sayangi....

Tolong ya...

--END--

2011-02-03T10:18:00.003+08:00

-- Blogshopping--

Salam

Happy Chinese New Year to All =)!!!

BTW do you guys doing online shopping???

Or blog shopping???

Well i used to, back in my Uni days.. but not anymore coz if I wanna shop for clothes i'd rather go shopping at the malls and try the clothes myself

(right Lee??? hehehe mish u mish u!!!! next time kita shopping lagi OK!!!)

Just want to share,

OK but for those of you who like blogshopping...

I just found out one blog that gives reviews on which blogshop is good and vice versa

It's kinda of like a medium for both buyer and seller to compliment and complaint at both parties...

Quite interesting i thought, different from other reviewer blogs...

the link is here

ENJOY =)

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2011-01-21T00:38:00.008+08:00

picture credit: here

-- Daun Yang Jatuh Takkan Membenci Angin--

I got this from somewhere... just put up here to be shared... from an anonymous author, I don't know who the real author is...OK mmg ak jiwang... but sharing kan is caring???? =D

Wahai Tuhanku, betapa telah Kau aturkan perkenalan sehingga membenihnya persahabatan dan Kau pupuk ia tumbuh subur di hati kami agar bercambah keimanan.

Namun andai hadirku menjadi ulat yang merosakkan antara dia denganMU, maka tidak ada tangguh untukku berundur dari dalam hidupnya.

KeranaMu Tuhanku, saat aku memohon teman yang mengemburkan keimanan dan Kau anugerahkan dia menjadi pohon singgahana agar rimbunnya menjadi teduhanku dari bahang kemarau kehidupan.

PadaMu kuserahkannya, andai pengorbanan itu mahar keredhaan. Kerana saat Kau hadirkan pertemuan, telahku redha untuk sebuah perpisahan

Pernahkah kita bertemu dengan seseorang yang tidak pernah kita kenal siapa dia, tidak pernah kita tanyakan dari mana asalnya.

Dan dia duduk seketika bersama kita, menyinggahi kamar kehidupan dan meninggalkan kalam bisunya di ruangan jiwa.

Dimensi pertemuan itu berbeza, saat kita tidak pernah melihat wajahnya namun kita bagai tahu bagaimana redup pandangannya.

Dan tika kita tidak pernah sekali pun mendengar suaranya, kita bagai kenal nada bahasanya.

Dan kita tertawan pada agamanya, saat tazkirah dan nasihat menjadi utusan hatinya..saat hadis-hadis Baginda bermain dalam ratib bahasanya dan Al Huda menjadi ayat karangan jiwanya.

Dan bagi kita,sahabat adalah keperluan jiwa. Dialah ladang hati, yang kita taburi dengan kasih dan kita tuai dengan penuh rasa terima kasih. Dan pada kita, dialah anugerah istimewa dariNya saat kita memohon padaNya memilih teman perjalanan yang terbaik dalam kembara perjuangan di jalanNya.

Begitu tika Dia hadirkannya berkali-kali menemani lena kita, saat istikharah yang kita pinta menjadi jawapanNya.

Sehingga seluruh jiwa kita menyangka dialah sahabat yang bakal menjadi menjadi tonggak perjuangan selama masa kehidupan.

Dan tika itu kita mengharapkan persahabatan yang berpanjangan dengan ikatan yang lebih kukuh dan diredhai..agar utusan hatinya sentiasa menemani kita, ratib bahasanya terus didendangkan di telinga dan karangan jiwanya terus kemas terukir saat kita alpa.

Dan tidak pernah ada prasangka, bagaimana andai hadir kita memberi masalah padanya..kewujudan kita tanpa sedar mengganggu hatinya bertemu Pencipta. Dan kita terpaku tiba-tiba, dari doa yang kita pohon agar persahabatan dinaungi rahmatNya tiba-tiba bertukar cela.

Mungkinkah dalam persahabatan itu penuh terpalit dosa, apakah nasihat kita melaghokan jiwanya..saat kita bersahabat kerana agamaNya.

Namun tiba saat mengharuskan kita sedar, saat pertemuan diqasadkan untuk memburu redhaNya maka perpisahan keranaNya pasti membuah makna.

Tika kita merunduk tawadhu` pada ketentuanNya dalam kudus jiwa kita membelas pada ketentuan takdir.. yakinlah Dia tidak pernah menganiaya hambaNya.

Kalau kehadiran dianggap menyusahkan, moga pemergian menghembuskan ketenangan. Bila membenih subur kerana ukhuwwah, biar jatuh gugur dalam mahabbah. Kerana daun yang jatuh takkan sekali-kali membenci angin.

Dan amankanlah hatimu dengan janjiNya :"..Dan sekali-kali tidaklah Rabb-mu menganiaya hamba-hambaNya." Fussilat::46.

--END--

2011-01-20T16:25:00.009+08:00

--UP--

picture credit: Disney Pixar

Salam,

It's Thaipusam and it's a holiday =D

Have you watch 3D animation UP??? Yeah2.. it's an old movie ... but i just got the chance to watch it last night...

AND GUESS WHAT?????

RUSSEL (the boy wearing the boy scout uniform) reminds me of Mr. 3/e!!!!

Oh guys, if you're wondering who Mr. 3/e is, he's a good friend of mine whom i know when i was onboard one of the vessels back in 2009...

Mr. 3/e if you're reading this... yes this boy reminds me of YOU!!! Haha.. your cuter version thou… =D I think it’s because of the thick eyebrows that resembles you =D and of course the ‘sepet’ eye…

picture credit: Disney Pixar

Oh btw do you know that the voice behind the character belongs to an eight-year-old Japanese-American boy??? He was then in those days, but now he’s older obviously… Just a fun-fact

Mr 3/e, since you’re married… and when everyone’s wishing you to have a joyous marriage life….

I’m wishing you to have a son like Russel…. Have you watch it??? You really have to watch it if you get the chance…

Because…

HE IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOO CUTE…

Can’t he just be any cuter???

The way he talks, moves around… it just freaking cute!!!

AND Mr. 3/e, just for your reminder, if you have a kid later, and whenever you and your wife wanna go for a getaway to someplace... you are free to send your kid for me to babysit if am not offshore...

Talking about kids guys… I came to realize that parenting is actually not an easy job.

I mean, as the eldest child, it’s hard even to… well… give a piece of advice or teach your younger brother/ sister to listen to you, to behave, let alone to mould your child(ren) into a good person…

I mean it’s not a one or two day job, or a year or two, it may take you decades… a lifetime commitment.

Kids are cute, innocent as angels when there are….just kids… but along the way these kids grow up and it’s gonna to be a different phase… for both kids and parents

And of course it’s gonna be a very rewarding moment when u got to have a kid as cute and smart as Russel =) and grow up to be as handsome and charming as Flynn Ryder hehehe. How awesome it’s gonna be???

picture credit: disney pixar

picture credit: disney pixar

So, all the best whoever is going to be a parent soon =D…

--END--

2010-12-28T03:08:00.005+08:00

--APA ANDA AKAN LAKUKAN SEKIRANYA PC DISERANG VIRUS DAN ANTIVIRUS TIDAK BERFUNGSI --

Salam semua =)….

Ok… disebabkan ak tengah cuti dan takda keje nak buat… asyik jadi loser je… so skang nie apa kata ak ajar korang DIY cane nak buang virus CILAKA (sorry ak terpaksa menyumpah sebab da pendam lama aish!!!!) yang mempunyai sifat-sifat seperti diulaskan di bawah, ari tu nak buat DIY tukar doorknob tapi camera tade batt, so skarang ak nak buat DIY step buang virus ni sebab senang… type je hohoho….

Sifat2/Ciri2 virus/Trojan/malware yang attack PC ak:

1. Dia suck gile kow2 ko nye CPU usage tak bagi can langsung, standard untuk akla, sebab lappie ak da 5 tahun, ak pakai centrino and RAM ak 1.5 gig sahaja, maka sekiranya dia sedut sampai 100% cpu usage… mmg jammed la lappie ok!!!

Tension ak!!! BTW ak tak suke la nak reformat PC nie, leceh nak install balik macam2 hoho…jadi ak prefer buang secara manual… sepanjang ak pakai lappie ak nie, sekali je ak reformat tu pun sebab windows crash…. Hurmm… ak ase sebab Karspesky ak beli dulu kot (hahah gile salahkan kaspersky) sebab sebelum ni ak pakai AVG free version ok je… takda bagi apa2 masalah, so lepas few weeks pakai kaspersky ORIGINAL LICENSE OK!!! Boleh crash plak… aiseh… mungkin lappie ak sorang kot.. sebab ak nie kira penternak virus yang berjaya gak….

2. So bile da makan CPU usage…. Sume jadi hang la… ko nak surf pun tunggu berbulu ketiak ko baru dapat masuk satu page tu… idup aku cuti patut seminggu pendek jadi 3 hari sebab melayan karenah virus nih…

3. Besa virus akan hilangkan ko nye folder options kan? Supaya ko takleh nak retrieve or view hidden files etc…. Tapi virus yg masuk lappie ak nie lagi KEJI ok!!! Dia just biar ko nye folder options elok2, TAPI everytime ko nak enable to view hidden files, dia akan auto-reset balik setting supaya ko takleh view file tersebut… ak cuba gak 2-3 kali, tapi memang GAGAL….

4. Lagi satu, if ko tak dapat nak view hidden files, ko still boleh pakai options search file, and pilih option to search hidden files/folders…. So virus lama2 dulu ak pakai berjaya, tapi yang nie, dia tetap reset balik supaya ko takleh nak search hidden files/folders…kira semakin bijak la… da evolve…

5. Pastu, dia akan keep on kuar irritating shout out la yang berbunyik unable to install bla bla bla…. Berjuta2 kali sampai PC ko hang… Ah tension!!!!

Adakah virus yang menyerang PC anda seperti yang dinyatakan di atas??? Sekiranya YA, maka anda telah sampai ke tempat yang betul… kerana ak akan ajar anda cane nak buang mak nenek virus nie selama-lamanya dari PC anda… insyaAllah…. Yang penting, PC ada boleh run command prompt and boleh run software HijackThis. AMAT Senang nak donlot sebab software HijackThis ni jenis FREEWARE takyah bayar… so banyak link nak donlot. Sebab ak pun buang bendala nie pakai command prompt and HijackThis. So if virus tu menyebabkan command prompt tu disable, maka boleh enable balik, dgn masuk registry, tapi tadelah nak citer kat sini, sila google k’

HijackThis nie ada banyak version, tapi tak semestinya pakai version terbaru, fungsi dia is to hijack system PC kita nie, supaya kita leh view startup process etc… and delete mana2 file startup/application file yang kita rasa irritating…. Besala, if suke donlot2 barang memang akan masuk skali la file2 merepek2….or donlot FAKE file etc…

BTW step nie very manipulative, so, kena cuba try and error gak la… tapi nie kire simple step la…especially bagi sapa2 yang takda antivirus yang power… macam ak… tak kuasa nak beli2 da….

Step 1:
Kenal pasti kat mana path/folder virus tu… Besanya virus akan menyerang kat path C:\windows\system32 and virus akan stay dalam keadaan HIDDEN FILE supaya kita tak senang nak suka-suki delete…,PERLU DIINGATKAN system32 tu nie adalah otak kepada computer kite, so mana2 file dalam folder nie kena check betul2, takleh la kita nak suka-suki delete sebab nanti akan menyebabkan PC crash, so kenal pasti betul2 nama and path file tersebut sebelum delete, and ingat la nama path dia sebab senang nak apply untuk next procedure nanti. Besa virus akan mempunyai nama yang pelik sepereti JAMBANMU.EXE, KAWANKU.EXE, or FaceBookPokerHack3.exe, macam tu la…

Step 2:
If virus jinak2, boleh straightaway buang by searching for hidden files, tapi if tak dapat, sila move on to the next step.

Step 3:
Sebelum delete file yang mengandungi virus, kita kena masuk Windows Task Manager (press CTRL + ALT + DLT) > Processes . Apa2 benda tengah running using nama file virus tu ko leh kill task dengan mengclick END PROCESS. Ini untuk memudahkan kita mendelete file virus tu tadi…Supaya bila kita delete, takdala kuar error message saying this file is currently being used bla la bla

Tapi macam kes ak, takleh nak pakai STEP no. 3 sebab, dia nye process auto-generate, yang leh generate and beranak pinak… nak delete satu2 memang takkan abis la…sebab tu la dia makan CPU/Memory Usage yang menyebabkan PC hang…macam ak cakap sampai 100% padahal normally ak pakai pun max. 20%

Step 4:
So if tak dapat, takpe…. Sabar….. Maka kita kena tukar file virus yang hidden supaya menjadi unhidden. Sebab da tak dapat view pakai folder option kan? Jadi kita masuk command prompt Start>Run>cmd lepas tu taip nama file, seperti contoh nama file: jambanmu.exe,

Type:

Attrib c:\windows\system32\install\jambanmu.exe (ini hanya contoh path, virus korang maybe ada different path ok…)

If file tak wujud dia akan cakap camni:
File not found -c:\windows\system32\install\jambanmu.exe

If file tu wujud dia just cakap camni sahaja:
c:\windows\system32\install\jambanmu.exe

menunjukkan ready for the next command, so sekiranya file and path tu betul, maka kita boleh tukar profile file tu, supaya file tu menjadi unhidden, dan boleh didelete menggunakan command ATTRIB. Nak tau more pasal command ATTRIB nie, boleh google, banyak yang ajar pasal command nie….

Type:

attrib -s –h –r c:\windows\system32\install\jambanmu.exe

-s, -h, and –r tu maksudnya unable system file, unable hidden, and unable read-only respectively. Ko google search attrib command for command prompt kat google…nanti banyak la kuar findings ok!!!

Macam ak cakap awal2 tadi, if virus tu jinak bolehla straightaway delete file tu dengan

Type:

del :\windows\system32\install\jambanmu.exe

Tapi if file tu ganas/degil, dia akan mention, ACCESS DENIED sebab either file tu is currently being used for by other programme etc… jadi takleh delete cara biasa

Bile berjaya untuk view file, maka file tersebut bolehlah diview seperti biasa, anda boleh check dgn cara buka path file secara manual macam pegi MyComputer > :C > Windows > System32 >jambanmu.exe

STEP 5:

Sekiranya berjaya view file virus tadi, cuba try delete, if tak dapat jugak, kita pakai last resort which is using software HijackThis.exe yang macam ak cakap kat awal2 kat atas tadi. Bila run software HijackThis , pergi ke option CONFIGURATION > MISC TOOLS > DELETE A FILE ON REBOOT and select file virus tersebut. Once da select, dia akan mention, You need to restart you computer to bla bla bla…. So ko ikut je la instruction tu, sebab bila kita buat macam nie, file virus tu tadi akan didelete serta merta /automatic ketika PC tengah reboot, and dia pun tak sempat nak buat startup process… so bila tak sempat nak initialize startup tu, maka file tu kira dormant, and boleh didelete.

InsyaAllah, bila da startup tu… PC da sembuh seperti sediakala HOIYEAH!!!! =D

Ni cara ak, yang tada antivirus/antivirus yang takleh pakai… Bunyi macam banyak step, tapi agak mudah...and tak ambil masa yang lama untuk scan file... (ak rasa la)

Ada apa2 lagi korang nak share???

Selamat mencuba!!!

p/s: perlu diingatkan... antivirus sebenarnya penting... bukan takat, virus je, tapi for spyware, malware etc... virus kalau dormant tak ganggu system tape... yang sakit ati bila pc lembab, tapi kalau spyware malware tu, kena hati2...kalau takat masuk email hotmail tu tadahal... tapi just in case kene masuk maybank2u.com ke paypal yg transfer2 duit nie... ok!!!! tapi kawan ak cakap if kita ada software windows essential, boleh download free kot if tak silapka... takyah ada antivirus pun tape... ntahla.. ak tak try agi... nanti da try ak gtau okies!!! DA~!!!!

--END--

2010-12-25T20:31:00.005+08:00

--25th DECEMBER 2010--

Salam...

Merry Christmas everyone...

First of all, I would like to thank Mr. 3/e for being so caring... hehe thank you so much for your phone call...hihihi nanti claim bill kat ak ok ak bayar installment...

Hurm.. i think enough for the emotional entry... let's be happy shall we?

Okay... so apart from being a loser, not going anywhere on this christmas day... eating McD delivery and watching astro all day long... I've decided to change my bedroom door knob hehehe...

I wish I could share you the pics on how i did it myself, the DIY steps on changing the door knob... Because it was quite easy though... Took less than half and hour and it's fully functioning hehehe... I guess i can be a handylady... hurmm anyone having problems wif door knob can call me k'

BUT... my camera got NO BATTERIES!!!! Wonder where all the batteries gone???!!!!??!!! TENSION!!!!

Ok never mind... you see, sometime last month, I stupidly locked my door from outside, and the key was inside the room. So, in order for me to get into the room, i had to break the door knob........using hammer hahah so.... not professional....

So, my door was knobless (or the door knob was not functioning) for quite sometime... and I thought I should get myself (or my door) new accesories...

So I went to this hardware shop, TUKUL in Wangsa Walk. The shop assistant was very nice to me... he taught me how to dismantle the old door knob, and how to install a new one... ala2 crash course la... I asked him to repeat the procedure twice, and asked him tonnes of Qs and he aswered all of my Qs wifout looking annoyed at all... sangat baik....hahaha... Thank you adik... semoga lulus SPM dgn berjaya =D... Seriously i recommend TUKUL (the one in Wangsa Walk coz that's the only TUKUL i've been to) because the costumer service is SUPERB and you'll be happy with their service.

And since I got sufficient knowledge from him, I was able to change my door knob myself... and I've gained new skill!!! Hoi yeah....

What you need:

1. A screw philip screwdriver

2. Hammer just in case if you need to break anything hehe

3. One set of door knob with keys (this can be as cheap as RM12, or the price can go up to RM60 and above, of course the one that is cheaper is the one which can easily break off)

How?:

1. When you reach the hardware store just ask for the doorknob that you want

2. Once you confirm the one that you really want to buy, ask the shop assistant to open the set to ensure the keys, and everything is fully functioning

3. Just read the manual provided....inside the shop ok.....

4. Try to understand the manual, Just in case if you don't understand, ask the shop assistant to help you and ask as many Qs as you want until u'r satisfied enough and have the confidence to change it yourself, just like what i did...

5. Once you reach home, you can just leave the doorknob set for a month untouched (just what like i did coz i thought it's gonna be hard and fail...stupid me... afraid of failure!!!!) or you can change it straight away.... which is SO EASY duh~! .....

You see, i installed, dismantled, installed again, and dismantled and installed the door knob again and over and over again, just to make sure, i really know how to do it. so i think now i'd mastered the skill already hehe...

Okla later own, i wanna learn how to get into a locked room eh... like Prison Break hehehe

Peace....

--END--

2010-12-20T21:26:00.004+08:00

--Ini Entri Emo yang berikutnya--

Engkau ciptakan Firaun, Haman, dan Qarun. Mereka adalah sebesar-besar penderhaka terhadap-Mu, Namun Engkau kurniakan dunia seluruhnya kepada mereka, Itulah tandanya dunia ini tidak melebihi sebelah sayap nyamuk di sisi Mu, Tapi nafsu kami juga terliur melihat keagungan Firaun, kepintaran Haman, dan kekayaan Qarun. Nafsu kami masih inginkan sayap nyamuk yang sebelah itu.

--End--

2010-10-23T16:16:00.007+08:00

-- My new FOSSIL Baby --

Okay.. it's been almost a year I didn't buy anything decent for myself hahaha....

I have this bad habit where I can spend all my money on things which won't last long such as :

FOOD, be it Mc D delivery, Burger King, or whatever as long as it is yummy and tasty!!!! (which eventually turned into T**K)

KARAOKE (which can only make u perasan that u'r the incarnation of Christina Aguilera and Ouuh did you guys hear that Chris is no longer with her hubby??? sedihla...)

THOUSANDS OF POOL GAMES (which is just a WASTE of money for just hitting balls to get into holes in a table, what kind of game is that??? and why am I so addicted to this game????)

MOVIES (which can be downloaded for free via U torrent if only you just have the patient to wait for another few months, and then you can watch it over and over again)

OR GENEFIQUE by LANCOME (which didn't turn myself into Angelina Jolie or Nicole Kidman or BEYONCE!!! sigh.... o_O)

AND ETC... ETC..

and you can spend on these things above for more than RM1k in less than a DAY!!! EVERY SINGLE MONTH and in the end of the day, u get NOTHING but T*iK, and a lil' happiness which last only for a day, and sadness + regrets for the following weeks (or months).... sigh again o_O....

BUT but...

It's damn hard for me to spend even RM100 on something which obviously will stay long with me and makes me cool, like a very good sunglass (which I eventually bought after being heavily persuaded by my beloved friend)

OR buying myself a good sneakers so that I can jog and live healthily...

OR get myself a car/house loan... which is not going to be done any sooner coz I hate being in debt.... YES I DO... AND AM SO DESPERATELY WANT TO SETTLE OFF MY STUDY LOAN.... as soon as possible. Should remind my younger self though to save a lil' during my study years...

Okay enough rambling about the patheticness of my life because......

I JUST BOUGHT MYSELF A HANDBAG!!!! (ohh.. okay is that it??? SO LAME duh~!!!!)

Hahaha okay, you guys can puke now...

Well well, after working for a year, I finally bought myself my favourite hand/sling bag. It's a cow leather Fossil bag, i got it in KLCC.

Many friends claimed that it looks hurmmm....okay, normal, boring... but for me i really love this bag coz I always dream of getting my self a good leather bag, and I REALLY LOVE THE GENUINE LEATHER aroma hahaha... (what a freak)

And introducing you...

Ok simple? errr boring? old??? Ok whatever it's MY BAG!!! MY NEW BABY hoi yeah!!!! =D

I've been introduced to Fossil by my beloved friend. And eversince, it's been my favourite brand because of its vintage style I guess... and the mood I get everytime I walk into the store...

So there you go...

OK NEXT TARGET WOULD BE:

!!!2.55 LAMBSKIN CHANEL!!!

picture credit: here

hahaha just wait till am 30 years young... =)

my beloved friend always said that he's going to buy me one, YES but the AAA+++ grade one

=( hu.....

What's your dream handbags?

--END--

2010-10-14T23:21:00.003+08:00

--Nampak Macam Sedap--

Hahaha saja mau share...

Ini ada satu entry sangat menarik syok gle bile bace.... bolehla klik sini

Kalau dunia sebenar begitu.... akulah makhluk Tuhan yang tercipta yang paling seksi!!!! =D

Sekian terima kasih.

--END--

2010-10-12T21:01:00.008+08:00

-- Muzikal Tun Dr. Mahathir (MTT)--

(di kala semua tengah hot dgn wedding of the year Datuk Dr. SMS...)

I want to share some short review on my 'signature' activity last week:

Last Wednesday, my colleagues and I went for a musical show; Muzikal Tun Mahathir at Istana Budaya.

The ticket was RM52 ringgit each (seats at the third level) which is more expensive than Puteri Gunung Ledang the Musical I watched in 2009 (RM33 at the same level) hehehe =) [mengungkit pulakkk...].

Based on my PERSONAL non-professional judgement:

Technical: 5/10

This would be my second musical theatre I watched at Istana Budaya after Puteri Gunung Ledang. Based on my 'watching' experience, I would say the technical-wise of this musical is just 50% out of 100%.

The best sound-system I've ever experienced was when I watched Symphony Orchestra performance at Philharmonic Petronas which was SUPERB (up to my standard of course).

Second place would be Puteri Gunung Ledang, followed by Gema Zafana 2009/2010 both were held at Istana Budaya.

Thus if you wish to experience international level sound system, I suggest you go for at least one show at Philharmonic Petronas to feel yourself the 'wah-lau' of the sound-system.

Other than that, I can't tell much as am not an expert in lighting, sound, etc, it's merely based on my personal 'taste' hehehe. So far PGL still the best. Never have chance to watch international broadway like Mama Mia etc....

Budget: 5/10

It's very much dissapointing to see that the production house (or the organizer) had allocated such a small budget for this project. It is Muzikal Tun Mahathir OK!!! Not Muzikal Pak Lah (no offense to Pak Lah) or Muzikal someone-someone. This musical would be SUPERB if they'd allocated 'reasonable' budget for this performance. You know for someone who has given so much for our country. With good budget you can improve the technical aspects of the show, and provide better sets, and props.

I have no problems witht the costumes so far. Good job for the costume director/stylist/etc whatever u call it.

But for the cardboard Proton steering (eh!!! Proton da kuar PROTON INSPIRA @ Proton Waja Lancer)? Black ribbons? and Fighting scene? Urmm... I don't think so they're good scenes. I believe the producer could actually do much much much better than that o_O'

I love the 'interview session' scene though... I LOVE IT!!! and also like the scene where Tun Dr. M typed a letter to Tun Abdul Rahman Putra Al-Haj. Thus, please include more meaningful scenes like this, apart from some wasting so-called 'symbolic' scenes (i repeat once again: like proton steering, black ribbon, fighting scene)

If you watch the musical, I think you should know, or self-explained during the 'fighting' scene, etc etc.... They just filled up the 'space' & time with black ribbons etc etc... or wutever which we've done that during our school theatre performance.

For me, if the producer doesn't have big budget to upgrade their technical capabilities, then they should focus more on acting, content, script, and make sure they have strong, continuous, interesting story line... something that should be given a thought no?

Content (pengisian): 6.5/10

The script is rather light, as it seems to look/ feel like a comedy musical theatre during the first half of the show.

The comedy content is ok. I laughed thus, i think it's ok... (but Puteri Gunung Ledang comedy scene is funnier huhuhu)

I hope the scriptwriter could produce 'heavier' and 'richer' script for the next show (should there be any). I understand it is for public show (tontonan umum) for all levels of age and background, but since most of the time the show was filled with singing and dancing, so why not during the real acting scenes it should be filled with more matured and informative content about Tun Dr. M, which could drive people motivation (especially Malays) to excel in their career/life/etc...

Acting (lakonan): 6.75/10 (average)

8.5/10 to Esma Daniel (well-done for 'living' up Tun Mahathir character very well)

6.5/10 Little Che' Det (i'm sorry i don't know what's the name of the young actor, he's good as a very young actor with acceptable Utara slang)

6/10 to Zizan Nin

6/10 to Erra Fazira (credits to the stylish wig)

Musics: 4/10

If i'm not mistaken Pak Ngah was also one of the composers for this musical which should've given good impression but maybe my expectation was too high (was I reaching for the stars? I dont think so). Because I would expect there might be one 'strong' @ 'signature' @ 'it' song for me to humm right after the show... so all songs/musics in the musical failed to register in my short/long-term memory.

So out of 5 aspects evaluated, the musical scored 27.25/50 =54.5% okla... tak fail lagi tu dapat C wot... =D (jangan marah producer MTT)

Hehehe too much critics eh??? That's my opinion... and what's yours?

--END--

2010-09-10T23:13:00.009+08:00

-- CELEBRATING AIDILFITIRI ON A VESSEL--

Simple but meriah Raya delicacies. Thanks to the chef, cooks, stewards, & all who prepared all these Raya meals....

Again, just use what ever we have onboard to decorate the mess room. Creativity is the best policy =)

See, even Coke, 100 plus cans, 3-in-1 nescafe & tit-bits can be arranged to look 'very welcoming' =)

Some cakes, fruits, & fruit-cocktails

After shift, nite before Raya, gagahkan diri ironing the baju kurung.

That's the spirit!!!! =D

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri

Minal A'idin Wal Faizin

Dengan Ingatan Tulus Ikhlas

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

-mazafirzie-

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2010-09-09T18:44:00.004+08:00

--Salam Lebaran--

credits: flare boom photo; kerawang design

Di kesempatan ini, saya ingin mengucapkan Salam Aidilfitri & Maaf Zahir n Batin, kepada semua yang membaca andai ada tersilah atau tersasul bahasa atau laku....

Semoga Ramadhan yang berlalu, dan Syawal akan datang ini memberi 1001 Rahmat n Barakah agar kita menjadi insan yang lebih bertaqwa =)

Doakan kemurahan rezeki dan kesejahteraan hidup saya, dan saya pun mendoakan anda juga =)

p/s: tak ada pelita, flare boom pun jadilah ^_~V

--END--

2010-08-15T02:55:00.022+08:00

--SKINCARES!!!--

Salam, and happy Ramadhan everyone (hopefully am not too late to wish everyone) .... Semoga anda semua sedang menjalani ibadah puasa dgn kusyhuk n tawaduk n mudah2an kita akan menjadi orang yg bertaqwa Amin....

Okies huh! It's been a month since my last entry... You guys must have been muntah darah whenever i did posts about my career offshore.... Hahaha... ok2.. no more updates bout my work and my workplace ya....

FYI, am actually on another job in Sarawak... sob sob sob, will be celebrating another year of Ramadhan and most probably Syawal away AGAIN from my family in Kuching...

Anyway... since am away from home, from KL, there's nothing much that can entertain me here, except for the yummy foods i tucked in everyday....

Lemme share with you......

MY SKINCARE FAMILY AND CLAN!!!!

These are all skincares that i brought together with me for this job. So am just sharing you what i use, for my skin, and i hope you guys could share yours too, as am still hunting for good skincare, that can suit my skin, and can help me to stop the ageing process for my skin... (coz am so lazy to exercise and eat healthy food which are actually THE BEST WAY(s) TO GET HEALTHY AND GLOWY SKIN).

Now introducing you, my holy grail for facial cleanser.
Prouduct: Liquid Neutrogena Pure Mild Facial Cleanser
Cost: RM 14- RM20
Review:

The best cleanser I've ever used since the day I know what a facial cleanser is. Very soft, and gentle to my skin, and I believe can cleanse away reasonable amount of dirt on my face every single day. I've used other facial cleanser before, which is much more expensive ( Clinique) but I wasn't amaze with the result, hehehe thus i return back to use this product as it is more affordable and gentler to my wallet too... Hehe

Possibility to repurchase: DEFINITELY YES!!!!

Product: Shiseido Pureness Pore Purifying

Cost: 50ml tube around RM80

Review:

I've tried several numbers of facial scrub, and so far i think, this is the best among all. I love the after-effect, where it gives my skin to feel softer, and can remove some of black & white heads to (not all, and not significantly used to remove black heads). I use this once in a while, supposed to use it twice a week, but i'm such a lazy brat so i normally use it once in two weeks... ooopsss...

Possibility to repurchase: 80% (please introduce me to other good scrubs...)

Product: Clinique Clarifying Lotion (type 2)

Cost: 70ml RM78, 150ml RM120 (if am not mistaken)
Review:
The best toner i've ever used (so far). I like the after-effect.
Possibility to repurchase: Yes, unless i found better toner

Product: Estte Lauder Cyber White Facial Cleanser

Cost: Free gift given by my Darling Lee.... =) (owh... am such a cheapskate o_O)

Review:

It's a very gentle cleanser. I've been using it for 3 weeks now. Very2 gentle to my skin, gentler than neutrogena cleanser (the one that i use above) and it doesn't dry my skin as well. The only downside is this cleanser is it definitely a lil too pricey compare to my current cleanser.

Possibility to repurchase: If I have no other things to spend on, i'll consider to purchase this one =). If you wanna give me for free also can... No harm... =) I'll use it anyway (owh... cheapskate...)

Product: Neutrogena Hydro Boost Moisturizer

Cost: RM(+/-)50

Review:

A good hydrating moisturizer. Really helps to hydrate your skin especially if you're working in a air-conditioned area for like more than 12 hours a day. I used to have dry patches on my skin and i used this moisturizer as my first aid to restore my skin moisture level.

The downside of this item? Hahah well it was fun to begin with, as it hydrates my skin, however, after I used it for a while, say 1-2 months, my skin started to develop small bumps at area covered by my 'tudung' (head cover). So i came out with a conclusion that this moisturizer is good for skin that is exposed to dry air, but not for the covered skin area.

Possibility to repurchase: 50-50 (need to check whether is this the main cause of the tiny bumps o_O)

Product:Neutrogena Fine Fairness Cream (SPF 22 PA+++)

Cost: RM (+/-) 50

Review:

I don't frequently use this cream. As whenever am offshore, my skincare regime is not consistent (depending on my workloads). I haven't see/notice any significant results yet for the whitening effect. But so far, it's not giving me any bumps (at least that's a good news).

One thing is, once you apply this cream on your face, it will give you glowy & fairer effect as the cream is quite creamy and whitish in colour too. It will stay for 2-3 hours and if you want to maintain the glowy/fairer effect think you need to reapply.

Mositurizing effect? The power of hydrating is not that power as the Neutrogena Hydro Boost. But i think it hydrates enough (kot? hahaha). I will try to finish one whole jar, and will reevaluate the results. Reason buying? To prevent/ reduce pigmentation, that's it.

Possibily to repurchase: 50-50 (still in the evaluation process)

Neutrogena Hydro Boost Cream (Left) and Neutrogena Fine Fairness Cream (Right).

Product: Lancome Genifique Youth Activator

Cost: RM340 ( i bought in an airport duty free shop for RM310) for 30ml of essence (yikes!!! i could've bought myself a jeans/jackets/shades/shoes/bags/etc o_O) KIND REMINDER: please do not follow my stupidness ya frens....

Review:

You can laugh at me now. I don't know what to call myself. Dumb or Stoopid. I don't know whether wanna call it a splurge, or just a waste of my hard earned money huhuhu T_T

Well you see, when i came to the store, i wanted to buy Estee Lauder Advanced Nite Repair Cream/ Essence/ Concentrate/ whatever you call it. But the Lancome seller was definitely a real genius sweet talker thus i fall onto her sweet words. Hahaha funny me... And it is more pricey than the Estee Lauder one... huh...

So far this product is Okay to my judgment. Not giving me any bumps or anything. Been using it for 3 weeks now. Unable to witness/see/notice any 'youthful' effect yet...(sarcastic me). But I can feel my skin a lil plumper ( atleast there's a good news). Other than that? Nah.... wrinkles still the same, dark spot still the same... open pores also still the same....

The box/ labels/ manuals not saying how to use it. Only keep on saying/claiming that will give back youthfulness to the skin. So i used normally 6 drops onto my face, but after read several articles/reviews on this product, they said to use only 2 drops each for day and nite. Ok whatever.... Am still using 6 drops and wait to finish the whole bottle.

Possibility to repurchase: Thinking of replacing this one with Estee Lauder Advanced Nite Repair Cream (any comments/ opinion are very much welcomed). Just wish I have more money to spend this coming raya.

Product: Vaselin Pure Petroleum Jelly (Intensive Care)

Cost: RM (+/-) 5

Review:

Introduce no more, to the most affordable lips care ever. I've been introduced this baby by Medic onboard vessel during my last job. My lips were super dry. Really2 200% helps to restore moisture level, and replumped back my dry lips. Every morning after using it, it gives me temporarily pinkish baby lips effect which I love so much hohohoho. Lee, i know you love this too. =)

Possobilty to repurchase: Oh Hell Yeah.... =D

Product: St. Ives Hydrating Lotion

Cost: RM (+/-) 20

Review:

Before this i used Nivea Body Lotion and before Nivea I used Johnson n Johnson. It was okay. But i thought to change to other products. So I chose this baby. And owh.... ahh... I love it during the first application. The texture is thicker than Niveas and J&J, it lasts longer.... and smells nicer too =D. And it is more or less the same price as Nivea. Definitely suggesting this to everyone. Haven't tried any other brand other than St. Ives, Nivea, and J&J thus can't say much bout other. Dear friend, Lee suggested my to use body butter. Will reconsider to buy it soon

Possibility to repurchase: 100% Yes (unless i found cheaper/better body lotion)

MIND TO SHARE YOURS???? PLEASE DO AS AM STILL LOOKING FOR THE BEST SKINCARES =D

ANY OTHER OPINIONS/EXPERIENCE ON SKINCARES??? PLEASE DO SHARE =)

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2010-06-22T08:07:00.005+08:00

--Life Away from Home Sweet Home (Part IV)--

Assalamu'alaikum... and morning...

Ok these are several random photos just wanna upload and share up here. FYI, few days ago, weather was slightly picked up at this Samarang area, where the wind speeds were from 20knots-30 knots (1 knot = 1.85 km/hour), and the swells were about 2-3 m, not that high, but still gave excessive rollings to the boat as this area is quite shallow (seabed is only 10m from the sea level), followed by heavy squalls for few days... So kiranya bila swell tinggi tu... jadila bilik tido kitorang yg kemas dan bersih macam sini bertukar macam kawasan kene gempa bumi 8.9 skali ritcher.... takpun ala2 titanic gitu... pinggan mangkuk, tv, sumela.... jatuh menyembah lantai...

Sejuk.... ak mandi skali sehari je kat sini... terase macam orang putih... bangun pagi kol 0430 pergi sinki, gosok gigi, cuci muke,amik wudhuk, solat subuh, tempek moisturizer, then gi Bridge (navigation control) amik DPR (Daily Progress Report) skali ngan timbang berat badan sebab kat Bridge ada weighing scale sebab ak kene monitor berat badan ak sentiasa...., turun deck, singgah mess room amik hash brown feveret ak, buat milo, masuk inspection opis kat deck, buat DOR (Daily Operational Report), hantar kat manager tunggu manager reply, then bagi Operation Superintendant sign, pastu bagi Client Site Representative (CSR) sign, then circulate kat client and opis...

Begitula rutin harian pada pagi hari... sekiranya ak tiada kerja i.e. inspection... Unless if ada inspection kene buat, terpaksala ak menjadi dewa -dewi bertangan lapan menjalankan tugas sebagai inpsection eng. skali ngan secretary sepenuh masa... (huh....) masa tu ak rasa cam super hero bergegas ke sana ke mari... sebab DOR kene circulate by 0900 SHARP!!! SETIAP HARI TANPA GAGAL!!! Kalau GAGAL bersedia la kene sembur dgn kata beracun dari segenap arah maka akan downla moral ko sepanjang ari itu (ak sgt berpengalaman masa mule2 dulu, kini, ak sudah blaja dari pengalaman, maka simpang la malaikat 44 ke 88 ke 176 ke 352... dan seterusnya--> ini janjang aritmetik ye kawan2 ke ape... hehe men blasah sebab da lupe =).... Mesti menangis cikgu Add Math ak dulu =)

Ok marilah berbalik kepada gambar di bawah....

Time nie tgh hujan rintis2 air bergelora.... nampak tak???

Maafla sebab gambar pon tonggang terbalik, not arranged accordingly. Anyway this is the diving supervisor supervising the air diving operation conducted. As u can see, there are several gauges in the pics, those gauges are for air compressor, pneumo, etc.... mainly for air supply for the diver underwater....

So we have monitors, comms, video recording devices (for inspection & black box). Using the comms we can communicate with the underwater diver on what to do and so on and so forth....

This is a diver... taking a picture of himself underwater. Yup he's wearing look-a-like-astronaut-helmet. This helmet is connected to umblical (set of numbers of wires ala macam fungsi tali pusat jugak le... namapun umblical...) that supply air, eletricity, audio & video... If kat tempat sejuk macam north sea ke... umblical nie jugak provide air panas untuk elakkan diver mengalami kesejukan melampau, nama syndrome tu ape ntah ak da lupe asenye hypothermia kot...sila tanya En. Google untuk penjelasan lebih lanjut.... tapi kat Perairan Malaysia nie... suam manjang je airnye... tak perlu kot bekalan air panas kat bawah tu....

Oh... ini kita panggil standby-diver-yang-keboringan-lalu-tertidur-ketika-member-sorang-lagi-tengah-hempas-pulas-buat-keje-kat-bawah-air. HEHEHEHE... jangan marah ye En. Standby Diver... Standby diver nie sangat la penting walaupun nampak tugasnye macam senang... Kerana standby diver niela yang akan turun untuk selamatkan membernye kat bawah sekiranya sesuatu yg tak diingini berlaku (mintak jauh... simpang malaikat 44)

Owh ini pule adalah gambar ketika personnel transfer... Lihatlah wahai kamu sekalian manusia.... time nie tgh swell BAEKKK punya... so personnel kat other boat (belah kanan) kenala swing untuk ke vessel kami (belah kiri). Tapi safety mmg sangat2 diambil kira time personnel transfer nie... ada boat landing supervisor yang berpengalaman yang akan instruct kita, bila time nak lompat, or bila time DILARANG MELOMPAT... eventually, sume tu jugak, depend on our own self confident jugakle. Ak pernah gak boat-to-boat personnel transfer nie, tapi time calm water je hehehe... Not that challenging la kan.... ak pon cuak gak =)

Owh nie adalah the preetiest, loveliest, fairest lady onboard.... Mmg da diakui la oleh sumerang atas kapal nie... hahaha HARUSLAH......ak kot sorang2 nye lady atas kapal nie. Ke ada lady lain???? hehehe alamak meremang pulak bulu nie... Ye... ak le sorang perempuan atas kapal nie... so far...

Nie ada benda nak share... orang putih (mat salleh) derang ada this kind of superstitious where actually any ladies, are not allowed to be onboard on any ship cause the ship itself is a she... Cause they afraid that the ship will be jealous or wutever....Hamik kau english ak... kire nanti bawak bad luck la dalam pelayaran... tapi nie pendapat dahulu kale... ada omputih maybe masih percaya but others just anggap benda tu mitos semate2...

Syukur le ak nie Islam... sahle tak percaya bende2 ngarut nie.....

Nak story gak... Bagi ak perasantan sekejap k'

Kadang2 ak suke berangan yang ak nie Calypso (natau sape Calypso sile tanya En. Google) and sume diver2 nie lanun hehehe ala Pirates of The Carribean... =). Ok bolehla muntah darah sekarang time kasih....

Macam ak dok story dulu2... Bile kat laut nie, ko akan menyaksikan keindahan ciptaan ilahi yang takleh lawan kat mana2 dah... ko boleh lihat sejauh mata memandang.... leh nampak horizon lagi... cantik kan gambar nie? (ak rasa cantik la) walaupun just amik pakai digital compact camera biasa, without any editing and stuff, still can produce such a beautiful picture....

Cume skang nie ada 2 je benda yang ak nak tengok tak tercapai lagi... pertama is dolphin and also shark (whale shark agak popular di Kemaman) and also nak watch shooting stars in the middle of the sea (sea la sangat luar pantai je kot....).

InsyaAllah ak akan carik peluang menyaksikan keindahan Allah yang lain... nanti leh story2 kat readers....

Another view of a platform in SAMARANG. Rawly taken from the digital compact camera...

Okla... penat gak membebel-taip nie.... skang jam di PC showing 0948hrs... keje len da settle... nak pergi meeting je lagi at 1100 hrs nie...

Owh teringat pulak several quotes orang2 atas kapal nie:

# Jom kita bawak kapal nie pergi Ghaza, sume jadi activist and humanitarian. Sebelum tu singgah Labuan dulu hehehehe...

#Diver: Maz, nak bawak ape lagi turun bawah nie?

Mazafirzie: Camera?

Diver: Ade

Mazafirzie: Ident Board?

Diver: Ade

Mazafirzie: Pointing rod?

Diver: Ade

Mazafirzie: Steel rods?

Diver: Ade

Mazafirzie: Magnetic n non-magentic measuring tape?

Diver: Ade

Mazafirzie: Chalk?

Diver: Ade

Mazafirzie: Otak ko?

Diver: ^%$!&#&^& !!!!!

Mazafirzie: Jangan marah En. Diver =) ....

Ape2 pun korang doakan kesejahteraan ak kat sini k' supaya rezeki ak and korang pon dimurahkan... Okies readers!!! Take good care of yourself... Till the next entry yea...

Chiou, and Salam....

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2010-06-21T09:58:00.001+08:00

--Pada Mu Ku Bersujud--

Hurmm lagu nie cam best je... =)

Ku menatap dalam kelam
Tiada yang bisa kulihat
Selain hanya namaMu, Ya Allah
Esok ataukah nanti
Ampuni semua salahku
Lindungi aku dari segala fitnah

Kau tempatku meminta
Kau beriku bahagia
Jadikan aku selamanya
HambaMu yang selalu bertaubat
Ampuniku Ya Allah
Yang sering melupakanMu
Saat Kau limpahkan kurniaMu
Dalam sunyi aku bersujud

--END--

2010-06-19T09:07:00.002+08:00

-- LOVE STORY, short and sweet =) --

I got it from here

A man and a woman who had never met before, but were both married to other people, found themselves assigned to the same sleeping room on a transcontinental train.

Though initially embarrassed and uneasy over sharing a room, they were both very tired and fell asleep quickly...he in the upper bunk and she in the lower.

At 1:00 AM, the man leaned over and gently woke the woman saying, "Ma'am, I'm sorry to bother you, but would you be willing to reach into the closet to get me a second blanket? I'm awfully cold."

"I have a better idea," she replied. "Just for tonight, let's pretend that we're married." "Wow!

That's a great idea!" he exclaimed. "Good," she replied. "Get your own damn blanket."

After a moment of silence, he farted. =) awwww so shweeet...

--END--

2010-06-17T12:53:00.002+08:00

-- Kata2 Menarik Untuk Dikongsi--

As i blog-walking several blogs on the net, I found this quote that appears to attract my attention. I've read it few months ago, but it seems to be very powerful to remain in my memory for quite sometime and at the same time influencing me on making most of my decision in my life today. Just want to share with you. To read the whole article, you can click here

4. Last minute assignment

Sebenarnya ini adalah hasil daripada mahasiswa yang payah dan obsess pada short-term planning dan tak pernah realistik dalam executing the plan. Yang lebih menyedihkan, pengalaman tidak mampu meyakinkan tindakan ini hanya akan memberi lebih banyak mudharat dari kebaikan. Berani kerana bodoh. Seorang yang optimis tapi selalu kelewatan memghitung logika dan kebarangkalian dalam keberuntungannya pada masa akan datang. Suka ceroboh dan mencabar sempadan hukum alam dengan kedunguannya. Sentiasa menganjurkan acara pertelagahan akal dengan nafsu. Seorang pemikul beban risiko lebihan yang menyedihkan dan decision-maker yang hanya akan menakut-nakutkan kucing jirannya. Hm, Macam kenal je siapa..

Funny isn't it? I laughed at the first place when I read this but OMG!!! It is SO TRUE thinking that am the most succesfull procrastinator ever. It hit me just right at the centre of my heart!!! Ouchh!!! Just that am no longer a student =). No more assignments of course but this things really help me to lessen my "procrastinating" habit.

Thanks for the one who created this quote. I hope you allow me to reproduce it again in my blog.

To share with you guys, I did face a number of failures in my life (especially academically hehehe =) just because of this thing. PROCRASTINATION. I KNOW this is the main reason but somehow i FAILED to absorb the lesson. ISH ISH ISH...

Now am no longer a student, If I were to turn back time... (sigh) But somehow along the way... Eventually I can slowly absorb the lesson in a hard way of course hehehe...

And actually, statistically those who are excel in their life are actually the one who are HARDWORKING and NEVER PROCRASTINATE (and of course with the help of other good qualities too). You see no matter how optimist you are... but if you are (or I AM) lazy and love procrastinating everything... I won't be able to achieve my target... And eventually and for surely... I'll regret for not being comitted to my things (in terms of everything...)

This thing reminds me of what my mom used to say:

"If you already try your very best, but yet you fail, it's okay coz u know u've tried your best, but if you don't give full efforts and YOU FAIL then u deserve it (hahaha serve me right eh...)"

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2010-06-15T08:15:00.003+08:00

--8--

Sekiranya saya adalah makhluk bertangan lapan, nescaya segala kerja saya sudah saya siapkan dengan lancar

Namun saya bukannya makhluk bertangan lapan, mahupun labah-labah bermata lapan, saya hanya seorang manusia yang mempunyai dua tangan dua kaki dan dua mata

Huh -.-' pagi ini sangat memerlukan saya menjadi makhluk bertangan lapan....

--END--

2010-06-11T08:40:00.009+08:00

Gambar Hiasan: Ak cilok kat Yahoo Image type Universiti Malaya kat Yahoo Image; Surat tawaran ak sudah separuh dimakan lipas...

Gambar Hiasan: Nie cilok kat sini

-- University of Malaya--

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Ari nie ak jenguk2 site pasal UM... yela kat laut nie ape je ko nak buat... sume blog ak da abis khatam... sume buku da khatam gak... movies ape lagi... laptop usang ak (yg bernama Maybe You're My Love -- yes u are!!!) pon da muak tgk muka ak...nak buat ape lagi??? Marila kite menjenguk Varsiti kesayangan ku... =)

Tahniah la... kat UM sebab aleast tahun 2009 dapat la tangga ke 180 sahaje.... (blhla bangga sket grad tahun 2009 kan? mesti sebab batch kami jugak grad.... pada tahun tersebut

Agak memberangsangkan la jugak berbanding 2008 di tangga ke 230????!!!!!!

Atau pada tahun 2007 di tangga 246???!!! -.-'

Setelah jatuh gedebuk dari tahun 2006 - ranking ke 192...

Yang telah teramat malu tak tau nak sorok muka kat ne setelah jatuh dari 2005- ranking ke 89...

Sourcenye tentula di sini

Masa tu sume kutuk UM dari 89 jatuh melebihi 100% !!!! tapi derang tak tau reason nape jatuh gedebuk tu... nasib baik UM adalah U, kalau manusia blh mati, paling2 lumpuh seumur hidup. Actually what happened was masa tu evaluator fikir budak2 chinese yg study kat UM tu foreigners... tapi sebenarnye mereka itu adalah rakyat Malaysia da~ tu la... bak kata manager ak org Scottish itu... " NEVER ASSUME OR PRESUME ASK!!!" tapi kot2 derang ASK tu last minute gle... by the time da letak rankin UM top 100, then finally da tau cerita sebenar, tahun berikutnya UM gak tanggung bahana... tak pasal perasan diri nie hebat sekejap (adeh~!)

Salah satu faktor penilaian untuk world ranking adalah enrollment pelajar asing yang memasuki sesebuah U tu. So bayangkan if all chinese students in the U diaanggap as foreigners sudah tentu ini blh menambah mata yg bertimbun2 kepada UM sebab population of chinese students in UM is quite high... and very2 competitive in terms of quantity and also quality (obviously)

Ingat lagi ak mule2 masuk UM tahun 2005 ranking dia world's 89 top universities in the world... sape tak bangga beb =) kombang sket idong den....

Kenapa ak apply UM? Reason UTAMA adalah UM berada di KL... KL baju kasut sume murah2 dekat ngan mid valley lagi... blh le ak shopping hehehe =) serious.. yg nie memang tak tipu... selain daripada itu, masa kat Labuan Matriculation College, HEP (Encik Ismail @ Mr. Potato) gitau... UM hanya layan budak2 pngk 3.6 n ke atas je... yg bawah derang tak layan... so ak nak confirm betulkah begitu? So ak gamble saje and apply tanpa memikirkan langsung masa depan senanye...

Skali ak nye first sem result kantoi abis... mak ak bising " ko bagi malu budak2 UM... Malu gile budak UM result cenggini" hehehe mmg time tu.. result ak tu idop segan mati pun tada mau... Mana tak kantoi bai... ak kat matriks budak Hayat (ceh old skool gle "HAYAT" nape tak ALAM DAN MANUSIA hehehe) so masuk UM masuk Faculty of Engineering... takkan nak amik degree harapkan Fizik SPM je bai??? mmg tak cukup r... tambahan ak study hanye 3 hari sebebelum exam. The only paper ak score time tu hanyalah paper kegemaran ak iaitu TITAS!!!! (TAMADUN ISLAM N ASIA TENGGARA)-- hamik kau!!!

Masa tu ak da gak terpikir salah masuk course... patut ak masuk Faculty of Arts & Sosial Science la... sebab ak mmg excell TITAS nie... TITAS I & II- due2 ak score dgn pejam mata sahaje...exam 2 jam ak jawab 20 minit... the rest of the time tido atau mengusha2 budak2 archi yg kerek (ak tak tau asal budak Archi kat UM muke kerek? Ada dua Fakulti yg mempunyai student muka kerek iaitu --> ALAM BINA n PERUBATAN)...tape muke hensem kerek tape.... maybe sebab pandai.... blh la ak maafkan... (padahal exam tu bertempat di AKADEMI PENGAJIAN ISLAM --apakah jenis perangai aku ini???)

Ak ase if ak masuk Fak sastera ak mesti dah bersahabat baik ngan Prof. Emiritus Khoo Kay Kim kan kan kan??? =)

So ak perasan la... prestasi UM meningkat sejajar ngan peningkatan PNGK ak hehehe =) (blh blah la kau mazafirizie!!!!) so ble ak grad on May 2009 ranking UM pun naik walaupun bukan pada kedudukan yg selesa hehehe (sila senyum umpama kerang basi) ---sama macam ak... grad ngan pngk kurang selesa tapi masih blh cari makan (Alhamdulillah berkat sokongan ibu bapak, adik2, kawan2, ex2-bfs saya mampu menggenggam ijazah --cume takla mengharumkan nama mak bapak sangat hu... T_T)

Tingkatkan pencapaian... Harap2 21010 blh la naik lagi ye... untuk adik2 nak masuk UM study la betul main2 gak... jgnle jadi macak ak (ke akak) yg menjatuhkan prestasi nie ... Syukur la ak dapat kerja sekarang.. takdela masuk statistic graduan menganggur huh (lap peluh)

Kepada rakan2ku and adik2ku serta kakak and abang2ku, ex-boyfrenku -->yg kini bergelar dokter (yg da blaja rajin2 hempas pulas... maafkan ak sebab ak antara budak2 yg jatuhkan prestasi nie kekekeke 0-0 k')

Sebagai alumni nie... ak tetap sokong U kesayangan ak nie...

Universiti Malaya Kebanggaan Kita Semua....

p/s: siapa2 grad degree kerana PTPTN sila jgn lupe byr balik pinjaman ye--- khidmat pesanan masyarakat daripada mazafirzie---

p/p/s: teringat member ak; Aida Aminah nye quote blog is to express not to impress hehehe... eksperesi perasaan la kat sini... =)

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2010-06-07T09:12:00.002+08:00

--Life Away from Home Sweet Home (Part III)--

Ok today is a very sunny day...things seem not as hectic as days before... Hope things can run smoothly today... Amin..

Few more pics to share...

This is the recreational room. Well when people already off-shift they can come and hang-out at this room to watch movie, play games, chit chatting etc...

Dating also can, but if got someone to date with ler hehehe =P

OK this is the mess room (dining room) as you can see there's a guy wearing hat and apron. Well he's the camp boss (the one who arrange/manage all the food provisions, accomodations, laundry etc). Normally a campboss also act as a chef/cook too... The food served is buffet style... eat all you can... no wonder am gaining like 5-6kgs after working in this industries for only 9 months!!!! Ish -.-'' kena live healthily.... Btw this is a small vessel. So we don't have gym around. Want to do work outs. Go to the engine room heheheh got it's a multi-function room (gym, sauna, jogging arena) hehehehe =P

And this is the mess room... blh la tahan kan... siap ada langsir lagi...mmg takleh lawan titanic normally the I would sit at the last bench against the wall tu, that's my fav spot... and it has lotsa memories there... =)

Ok just now things seems to be kinda relax, but the operation superintendant just came in and give me another tasks to do.... OKIES GTG Da~

Wish me luck =)

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2010-06-05T10:18:00.003+08:00

--LIFE AWAY FROM HOME SWEET HOME (PART II)--

Now am at Samarang field.... agak2 korang canela rupenye rekabentuk blek ak atas vessel nie kan? So jsut wanna give u guys an idea how a cabin/accomodation looks like.... Feek free to browse these pics below.

Yang atas nie adalah shower corner. I don't think it's deserved to be called shower room as it doesn't look like a room... hehehe more like a corner kan?? Ok... so normally i take my shower at this corner... no bathtub here so far. But i think u can find in the vessel hospital. Reason? i dunno... =)

So the pic above showing my bedroom, desk, and a bench attached to the wall. I think the room is decen't enough for me. I used to be given a much smaller room before on the previous job. But this one is just good enough for me. Since am the only lady, so i don't have to share with anyone else unless there is/are other lady (ies) on the vessel. Well as u can see it's a double decker bed.

The table where i placed all my things... hehehe there's a tv with video tape n dvd player too... Unfortunately i dun even have time to watch all the movies onboard. Things seems to be preety hectic up here =)

Well as I told earlier am now at Samarang field approx 50km from Labuan. This is very shallow field/area as the seabed is only up to (-)10m from the sea level. If you look at the photo above u can clearly see the seabed down there....

The one circled in red is the underwater pipeline... =) Our project now is pipeline decommissioning at Samarang field. Basically what we need to do is to cut the pipeline and the riser.... =)

OPK i think that's all for now for today... GTG got meeting to catch up =) wish me luck ya...

Salam...

--END--

2010-06-01T14:17:00.005+08:00

--Life away from Home Sweet Home (Part 1)--

Someone did request me to post my offshore life... So I believe am going to start slowly starting from this entry...

Just finished my shift at 1200, now am on my bed.... typing this entry with my eyes half-close kekeke... =)

It's been a week I'm in Sabah Water for Major Platform Inspection.
Currently we are approximately 60 km from the shore.

This picture was taken early this morning, during dawn right after subuh prayer... Yup that's the platform we're working on right now.

And right behind the leg is tadaaaa!!!!! Tinggi-tinggi Gunung Kinabalu.... Tinggi Lagi Sayang Sama Kamu.... =) Yup that's mount Kinabalu.... we still can see it even at 60km away from the shore!!!! Amazing aite?? For readers information, the height of Mount Kinabalu is more or less, half of the height of Mount Everest (highest mountain on earth). For more info u can easily google it =)

And that's me, sandwiched in between of two giant divers hahaha, anyway meet my colleagues, Abdul Halim (left) and Ahmad Rizal (right). There are air divers for the day-shift. Air divers are actually diver that can able to dive ONLY up to (-)50 m from the sea level. Any dive beyond the 50m depth, we need to use Saturation (Sat) diver. Am working on the night shift.
Anyway... in this pic I was just being a poser thou... the radio/walkie-talkie is actually for the top diver to communicate with the diving supervisor in the dive control van while air diving operation is being carried out...

That's another view of the platform, can u see a tiny little boat on the left?

Well, that's a fisherman fishing around the platform. U see, even if there's sign board stated that "no fishing within 500m radius from the platform" normally we could see quite a number of fishermen, fishing around the area, as the platform itself is the nest for all the fishes =).

Sometimes the fisherman would come closer to the vessel and asking wether we wanna buy his fish, etc... Fishes pon bukan sebarang fishes ok!!! FRESH!!! Kerapu (grouper), tenggiri (wahoo) at a very cheap price i believe, never asked for the price thou... But kid u not readers, i've ate FRESH!!!! kerapu (grouper) freshly taken from the sea... and the taste was...splendid marvellous, yummy, sumela (telan elioq sat)...

The thing that amazed me most is, in the middle of the sea, these guys risking their life where all unpredicted squalls, high swells, etc these fishermen still be able to use their lil' boat to go fishing... just to find sesuap nasi, to raise their kids, to feed the family... regardless day or night... and to supply us with those tasty yummy seafood.

Moral of the story, kids out there, u guys better be grateful, and thankful to these fishermen, becoz of them u guys are able to eat the delicious seafood, ready on your dining table =)

This makes me grateful as well...

And I miss my family....

Happy Belated Birthday Asry...

and Happy Becoming Birthday Bapak.....

=) Two men whom I love most in my life...

So that's the first part of my life offshore...

Will update more soon... =)

Take care guys =)

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2010-05-18T19:49:00.003+08:00

--Tarikh Lahir--

Hurm.. memangla blum my bday... lambat agik pun... tapi saja jak mok ngkah sitok maok share....

Gregory Calendar: Friday, 26 September 1986
Islamic Calendar: Jumaat, 21 Muharram 1407 Hijrah
Javanese Calendar (tok ada spesel sikit): Hari: Jumaat; Pasaran: Legi; Tanggal: 21; Bulan: Sura; Tahun: 1919; Windu: Dal; Lambang: Air

Actually aku pun sik paham apakah reti Pasaran n Windu... tapi terimak jakla owh....
Saja jak tek cek horoscope... for suka... both islamic and javanese calendar tek padah ak tok pendiam...

Menakah??? Apa macam tang bulak jak... hahaha... maybe i used to... not anymore...

--End--

2010-05-13T20:45:00.003+08:00

-- Kata2 Orang Tua--

Wah wah... lamak alu da sik update blog... masih ada agik ka org mok baca owh???

These are some new things I wana update:

1) Sapa penggemar "Bagaikan Puteri", "Cinta Sang Ratu" and "Hijab Sang Pencipta" by Ramlee Awang Mursheed??? Hehe rupa2nya dah ada buku baru... ala2 sequel la... which is "Cinta Sufi".... so far...ok ...still think that "Bagaikan Puteri" is the best outta four... But the rest bukanla tak best... still satisfying but cannot compete to "Bagaikan Puteri"

2) Aiiiii boringnya... bila la nak nek vessel lagi nie... Tapi once da naik gatal plak nak turun =) ish....

3) Aku sangat tersentuh dgn kata2 org yang aku kenal atas kapal. Orang2 tua if bagi nasihat mmg wise gile ayat yg dia pakai. Just wana share some...

a) Jangan lambat2 kan solat.... Cepat2 tunaikan.... Takpe...Kita lambat pergi meeting or lambat shoot email takpe... Boss je yg marah... Tapi if kita lambat solat.... bukan orang lain... Tuhan kite.... Boss tu manusia je... nie Tuhan.... yang menciptakan kita, menjadikan kite bernyawe...

b) Orang belajar mesti silap, Orang pandai jangan sombong, Orang bijak belajar dari kesilapan, InsyaAllah semuanya berjalan lancar...

Thank you Abang Bro... for such wise advices u gave me...

4) I really miss my family in Kuching... bila la nak dapat cuti... mau cuti dua bulan pasni =)

5) Centurion wait for me!!!!

6)Hurmmmm help me to bring to life back my blog haih... cam nyawa2 ikan... next time aroung i'll be updating it once a year.. huh.... o_O

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2010-04-08T17:47:00.002+08:00

-- Bila Orang Malaya Cuba Baca Tulisan Orang Serawak--

I wrote:

" Ko pakaba tek? Siney ko knek tok?"

He read:

"Ko pakaba tek? Siney ko KONEK tok?"

WHAT THE HELL???

Gney la pandei terpikir perkataan ya???

Funny2 geram pun ada...

Just a short entry for the day...

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2010-02-16T22:20:00.005+08:00

--Voulez Vous Coucher Avec Moir Ce Soir???--

This entry is fully dedicated to my beloved BFF Joshie Martinaz... U know U love me XOXO

Hope it's not too late for me to wish u Happy Chinese New Year... May u have prosperous years ahead...

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2009-12-27T02:03:00.004+08:00

photo credit to here

--It's 0238 in the morning--

Merry Christmas everyone although it ended already... oopss. Nothing much to do today except for successfully being a loser by watchin tv and some movies from my lappie... Huarghhhh.... (stretching kejap)...

And btw dun forget tomorrow is 10 of Muharram.... Hari Asyura... =)

And o yeah to spice up my loserness, i actually finally noticed that tv2 was showing TITANIC tonite and i only got to watch the last 5 minutes before the movie ended (huh... sigh... +_+)...

Now i really miss Leo diCaprio... Gotta watch his latest movie... what's the name again? Shutter Island kan???

And for Sex n The City lover & sucker... Just wait for the Sex and The City The Movie 2!!!! Yeah!!! finally some good news for me...

But am still a loser as i don't have any plan for this weekend so i've decided to go to ZOO NEGARA tomorrow with a very good friend of mine... Yeah!!! After all I never been to Zoo Negara before....

How much loser can I be... Someone please help me from being a such a total loser at the end of this year huhu T_T. Aleast make me proud to say bye2 to 2009.... aleastt....

Some nutrition for my soul....

Somewhere, over the rainbow, way up high.

There's a land that I heard of Once in a lullaby.S

omewhere, over the rainbow, skies are blue.

And the dreams that you dare to dream Really do come true.

Someday I'll wish upon a star and wake up where the clouds are far Behind me.

Where troubles melt like lemon drops, Away above the chimney tops.

That's where you'll find me.

Somewhere, over the rainbow, bluebirds fly.

Birds fly over the rainbow,

Why then - oh, why can't I?

If happy little bluebirds fly beyond the rainbow,

Why, oh, why can't I?

A dream is a wish your heart makes,

When you fall asleep,

In dream you will lose your heart ache,

Whatever you wish for you keep,

Have faith in your dream and someday,

Your rainbow will come smiling soon,

No matter how your heart is grieving,

If you keep on believing,

The dream that you wish will come true,

GIRLS!!! For those who are still remember our last event at philharmonic orchestra u might have heard dis song ait???

Can fairy tales be true???

O hell yeah... just have faith in it =)

Miracle comes when u least expect it ait??? (well that's the saying from a movie i watched today)

Just have some faith... a little will do, BUT u gotta work it out to achieve it

~_^V

For Baby, if u read this... Have some faith... Be strong... hold on there...Everything will be fine...

U can choose the road not taken, but be sure u gotta give ur best in it... Coz am gonna support u...no matter what (of course as long there's nothing wrong or anything near stupidity in what u gonna chose thou...)

think that's all for now... till the next entries... am off to bed. Da~!

--END--

2009-11-05T10:07:00.004+08:00

-- 49 days over--

Assalamu’alaikum

Looking through the window, I could see the calm, clear blue water. Good weather, means projek jalan. Smiled to myself. But if bad weather can lepak-lepak. Smiled again to myself. Good weather ka bad weather ka am happy to be here =) . Woke up around 2100 or 2200 or 2300 depending when would my wall to be knocked by someone, washed my face, brushed my teeth, straightaway put on my hijab, without mandi sejuk beb…, went to the mess room and eat. At 2400 went to my office at the lower deck and start compiling data for Daily Operational Report. Here the sun shines bright, but it doesn’t burn you. The air would be the freshest –freshest air that you can breathe. No traffic jams, no people rushing pushing you, harassing you some more by some pervert morons.

picture: Courtesy of 3/e

Ok ZAP! Time to wake up ! It’s been approx three weeks now since I’m back from offshore. Ngeh ngeh ngeh back to the real world babe…. And am going back to Kuching very very soon insyaAllah =)

Wake up at 0630 in the morning, iron the baju, wait and rush and struggle to get into the earliest lrt, wait for taxi to the office, finish the inspection report, again wait for the lrt and back home safely InsyaAllah. And that’s my current routine from Monday until Friday… Don’t forget my feet arch that would ache if I wear heels and need to stand all the way from stesen U to terminal putra (or vice versa).

Before going back to KL I was afraid to face the real world. Cuak gile sei… Coz in the vessel you don’t have to worry about anything. Everything is prepared and ready and you just have to get enough rest and do your work as best as you can. Pull stop. Well, you can also socialize a lil bit here and there la depends. You just don’t have to worry a single thing. But being back here, working just like other people makes me a lil’ well should I say cold feet??? Traffic jam, wash your own laundry, buy your own food, pay for your own transportation, and so on and so forth. Was I being pampered too much there?

49 days, that’s all it takes to change the 49 days younger me to what I am now. Even if they say working offshore needs mental and physical fitness, but I believe that working onshore really needs you to be more than that, coz you have to give real commitments because that’s where the real challenge is not that I’m saying working offshore isn’t the real challenge but in a way it is much challenging working on the land haha. MONEY, time, emotion, stress management skills should be inside your hand if you want to excel and not screwing your life right? Being afraid to go back (like me) means that you are afraid of giving the real commitments??? Well that’s what I think so far.

So I was in a state where I just ‘blurrly and unpreparedly’ accepted that I have to come back as I never thought I need to be back that early. Being a first timer demobing (means that from offshore you need to go back to onshore) process was really toying with my emotions. Why? Because you’ve tried to get to know everyone onboard, and being friends with them, adapting with the whole new thing new world, and suddenly PAP! Demob! You din’t even have the chance to say goodbye properly. Well, maybe I was being too emotional here, am a girl or a young woman =P after all bak kata derang la kan, perempuan nie lembut hati. Yup maybe I was, and inexperience in facing thennature of this job where people come and go just like that. Even the client site representative went off from the vessel pun ak sedih sei…Hire and fire industry bak kata orang. So there came the word tawakkal. ‘Bismillahi tawakkaltu ‘allallah. Wa La hawla wa La quwata illah billah’. There is no power or strength except with Allah. And praised be to Him, I can overcome the ‘overwhelmness’ of being back to the land. It’s not that hard and harsh as I imagined. Just deal with it and you’ll be fine.

And yes I’m missing to be in the middle of the sea (but I never miss being sea sick ngeh ngeh ngeh). And of course am looking forward to be working there as soon as possible. To breath the freshest air, to enjoy the most beautiful sunrise and the most magnificent sunset, to view the brightest stars. I’ll be back and that’s my promise InsyaAllah. LAUT TUNGGU AKU!!!

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And (it is) because of Him that the ships with elevated sails float across the sea (appearing) like mountains (or like banners tied upon the spears).

Then which of the powers of your Lord you would deny?

(Surah Ar-Rahman: 24-25)

--END--

2009-10-12T06:04:00.002+08:00

-- Kerana Manisnya Epal (dirasai oleh pemuda)--

Versi 1 (versi ustaz cerita masa zaman blaja)

Pada suatu masa dahulu, ada seorang pemuda yang warak orangnya tengah berehat di tepi sebatang sungai yang mengalir jernih untuk melepaskan penat.

Tiba-tiba dia ternampak sebiji epal yang terapung lalu diambilnya apple tersebut dan terus dimakan dek lapar yang teramat.

Setelah kenyang, pemuda yang warak itu baru tersedar bahawa epal itu bukanlah miliknya. Maka dia pun mencari siapakah empuya epal tersebut.

Setelah menapak dari sungai tersebut tibalah si pemuda tadi ke sebuah ladang epal yang subur. Pemuda tersebut berjuma dengan tuan pemilik ladang epal dan menyatakan hasratnya untuk berkerja di ladang tersebut sebagai membayar harga epal yg dimakan.

Setelah beberapa tahun berkerja, pemuda tadi.....

Alamak panjang nye citer.. cut short

So pemuda tadi berkahwin dengan anak empunya ladang tersebut yg warak, cantik, lagi solehah.

Hasil dari perkahwinan itu lahirlah seolang wali yg dikenali ramai iaitu Syeikh Abdul Qadir Jailani

Versi 2 (versi diver yg baru pulang dari diving school kat tazmania)

Di sebuah tempat di Tazmania, Australia, ada seorang diver yg sedang melepak-lepak bersama kawan-kawannya.

Tiba dia terjumpa sebiji epal fresh yg sedap lagi lazat dan memakan epal tersebut.

Kerana terlalu sukakan epal yg dimakan, pergilah si diver tadi mencari2 siapakah tuan empunya epal tersebut.

Setelah puas mencari, maka terjumpalah diver itu sebatan pokok epal yg yg berbuah ranum di luar sebuah rumah.

Daun pintu diketuk, lalu keluarlah tuan rumah. Diver bertanyakan tuan rumah bolehkah dia meminta lagi epal kerana epal yg dimakan amatlah sedap tiada taranya.

Lalu tanpa bercakap barang sepatah kata, masuklah tuan rumah ke dalam rumah dan keluarnya dia membawakan sebatan air gun dan ditembaknya pokok epal di depan rumahnya. Lalu masuk semula ke dalam rumah dan menutup pintu membiarkan diver di luar terpinga-pinga,

Maka jatuh berguguran buah epal yg ranum, tetapi dek takut teramat diver lari lintang pukang meniggalkam halaman rumah .

--END--

2009-09-27T02:17:00.003+08:00

--26/09/09--

0000- YEI!!! 26/09/09

0100- Determined positioning of the vessel

0200- Vessel pitching

0630- Recieved 'room made' birthday card

0700- Arrived Labuan

1200- About to sleep

1600- Woke up took bath

1800- H2S Basic Safety Training

2100- Went Onshore

2120- YEI!!! Finally stepped foot onshore after 3 1/2 weeks sailing

2200- Went to Ujana Kewangan/ Financial Park

2300- Makan makanan darat (wawawa)

2400- Minum minuman darat

0035- Back to vessel

--END--

2009-09-19T05:37:00.003+08:00

--SELAMAT HARI RAYA FROM SKO--

mazafirzie tgh tido.... tido tanpa mimpi...

"selamat hari lebaran, minal a'idin wal faizin.... mari bersalama-salaman.... sambil bermaaf-maafan..."

mazafirzie tersentak dari tidur. jam dilihat baru menunjukkan pukul 8.10 malam.

Hurm... awal lagi... shift start kol 1200.

"bersama sanak saudara, sebulan berpuasa jalankan perintah agama.... selamat hari lebaran! minal a'idin wal faizin!!!!....."

"selamat hari raya, hari untuk kita bersuka ria... selamat kami ucapkan..."

diamati dari mana datangnya bunyi tersebut, rupa-rupanya jiran di bilik sebelah memainkan dendangan lag-lagu raya...

mazafirzie ketuk dindig sebelah dua ketukan tanda supaya dikuatkan lagi bunyi tersebut.

lagu tersebut kedengaran semakin sayup. semakin kecil....

lantas gagang telefon diangkat. nombor 229 di dail. hurm... tiada jawapan? tanya mazafirzie...

tiba2

(*&)*(&(: Hello?

mazafirzie: eh tolong pasang kuat sikit nak dengarla

)(*&)*(&: owh yeke? ok2

gagang telefon diletakkan semula.

mazafirzie kembali ke katil, baring semula di tilam empuk. mata tak mampu dilelapkan lagi.

kedengaran dengan jelas dari blek sebelah

"dengar beduk berbunyi.... sayup terdengar membelah sunyi...."

mazafirzie tersenyum, sambil menyanyi bersama....

DENGAN INGATAN TULUS IKHLAS, SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN

--END--

2009-09-18T04:56:00.010+08:00

--SELAMAT HARI RAYA--

Dear All,

I wana take this chance to wish all of you SELAMAT HARI RAYA AIDILFITRI, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN....

A lot things to tell, lot of stories to share...

And I just wana share some...

I've been here for almost 1 month and a half. I was lil' shocked as i never thought that it's going to be this early to be sent to the offshore.

FYI. There are 56 men and a lady onboard. And yes am the only lady here... But these guys are all cool, friendly and willing to help whenever i need them. Well, maybe that's the privilege for being the only female here...

We sailed off from Labuan Port on the 31 August at 0300 and we reached Miri 12 hours later.

The most terrible thing i don't like to be on the vessel is being sea sick. It's even more painful than fever, flue, and cough, or PMS, or anything. U can't even stand properly, and what u want to do is either puke, or just lie on the bed ALL DAY ALL DAY IF U'S SEA SICK. That's how terrible sea sick is. U don't even feel want to eat. But u have to eat something AT LEAST or else the sea sick will be even worse. The trick to prevent sea sick is very simple. JUST MAKE SURE THAT UR STOMACH IS NOT EMPTY. So Ramadhan is a challenging month to go offshore for the first timer as u have to work and fast for 12 hours. NON STOP. NO HOLIDAY for OFFSHORE WORKS dear boys and girls....

But the best thing is, u can make friends with all kind of people here. The staffs here are not all from Malaysia, some are from the UK, South Africa, Poland, German, Philipines, Serbia (yes, he used to be one of the Serbian Army during Serbia-Bosnian War, 1992, and yes, he used to kill people) hahaha, but all of them are nice guy.

And one good thing, girls... u don't have to worry about fashion here. The only fashion around is COVERALL, SAFETY BOOTS, SAFETY HELMET and SAFETY GLASS (optional). So i don't really have to worry to stock all the new clothes as there's no time/ no place for you to dress up, UNLESS u want to show some new scarf, or hairstyles (if' u'r free hair).

Now am on the vessel and working for one of offshore construction companies specialized in Subsea Inspection, which includes Diving and ROV (Remote Operated Vehicles) operations.

And fortunately we have internet onboard regardless of no phonelines at several platform hehehe. We get the internet signal through sattelite system, which I don't really have knowledge about that. I'll get to you back once I know how the system works. Same goes to Dynamic Positioning System that we have onboard where we can Position the vessel accurately through sattelite system here.

Well gotta get back to work. My shift here starts from 0000 till 1200. Roger that! haha till my next entries guys!

Love,

mazafirzie

--END--

2009-08-05T12:34:00.005+08:00

--NEW DAY 5/8/09--

Salam, and hi. So this would be my third day in my new office, new environment. Nothing much here as others are pretty busy with new upcoming projects. And as for me, what am doing now is just updating my blog during lunch hour huhuhu ~_^v.

Eventhough I haven't get my Convocation Robe from Alea yet, but this wouldn't be able to stop myself from trying my ex-housemate robe hahaha....

And this is my new workplace, that's my laptop, and if you could see some files on your right hand side, that would be the operation manuals which i need to read beforehand.

The overall look of my department

Again my working station at a different angle, diff la sangat....

p/s: can't wait to start the real task, and waiting for the three others new colleagues to come

--END--

2009-08-03T05:24:00.006+08:00

-- New Life --

Salam, and hi! It's been a while since I last blogged. I woke at hurmm 4.30 a.m. this morning just to update my out-dated blog adoi!

Here are some updates about mygoodself hahaha good la sangat...

Today is my first day at my new workplace, perhaps this will be my serious career. Previously I was working for a month, no two months and a half as a trainee system auditor. Later on, I was working as a Research Assistant lasted for only 2 days in UM, and today would be my third job and hopefully my last one, at least would last for several years, I hope. What I can tell now is, it's a tough job, so please pray for me to be tougher, more durable to the environment out there. I'll update with the details as soon as I comfortable enough with this one ya... Can't wait to share lotsa things that will be experienced. Girl Power!!!

Anyway I would rather say that being chosen as one of the team is a personal achievement for me, out of 771 (to date) applicants, 40 were called for the interviews, and finally only 7 can manage to score the job, and am one of them, the only lady ~_^V on board. And the thing I remember the most from the Operation Director during the briefing is " Welcome on Board". And am very much welcomed.

photo: courtesy from flickr here

For friends out there, there are 9 more days to go for our Convocation Day, and don't forget today is the day for Jubah ( i dunno what's jubah in english, pls enlighten me) Collection Day. By right u can already pose with the jubah, anywhere!!! And i hope i could snap some photos with the jubah at padang varsiti the one where ppl play rugby or football. I think it would be nice and awesome. Any ideas friends??

Well so long till the next entry, and wish me luck, and I wish u luck too!!! ~_^

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2009-06-22T21:07:00.005+08:00

--The Night (by Disturbed)--

Best sial lagu nie!!!!!

What has come over me?
What madness taken
Hold of my heart
To run away, the only answer
Pulling me away
To fall upon (the night)
The source of my recovery
Sweet shadow taking
Hold of the light
Another day
Has been devoured
Calling me away
Begging a question why
For saving me from
All they've taken
Letting my armor fall again
Giving me the strength
To face themFeeling it taking over
Now on a pathTo take it all away
There can beNo better way of knowing
In a world beyond controllingAre you gonna deny
The saviour in front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave
For the rest of your life?
Give in to the night
This self discovery
Redemption taking Hold of my mind
A serenade of haunting voices
Calling me awayTo feast upon (the night)
The source of my felicity
Dark maiden
Taking hold of my hand
Lead me away
From hibernation
Strong and unafraid
Never a question, why?
For saving me from
All they've taken
Letting my armor fall again
Giving me the strength
To face them
Feeling it taking over
Now on a path
To take it all away
There can be
No better way of knowing
In a world beyond controlling
Are you gonna deny
The saviour in front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you going to remain a slave
For the rest of your life?
Give in to the night
Give in to the nightIn a world beyond controlling
Are you gonna deny
The saviour in front of your eyes?
Stare into the night
Power beyond containing
Are you gonna remain a slave
For the rest of your life?
Give in to the night
NightNightNightGive in to the night
NightNightNightGive in to the night
Give in to the night

2009-05-28T23:42:00.002+08:00

--KENTUT--

Seriously I was quite busy these past few weeks... So just share you guys with some useful information.

A friend of mine (Rahma) fowarded this in Facebook... Mesti gelaknye la... hehehe

Asal Kentut"Jangan cuma tahu baunya saja, tetapi harus tahu juga proses ilmiahnya.”

1.Dari mana asal kentut?
Dari gas dalam usus.Gas dalam usus berasal dari udara yg kita telan, gas yang menerobos ke usus dari darah, gas dari reaksi kimia dan gas dari bakteria dalam perut.

2.Apa komposisi kentut?
Bervariasi. Makin banyak udara anda telan, makin banyak kadar nitrogen dalam kentut (oksigen dari udara diaserap oleh tubuh sebelum sampai di usus). Adanya bakteria serta reaksi kimia antara asam perut dan cairan usus menghasilkan karbon dioksida. Bakteria juga menghasilkan metana dan hidrogen. Propors masing-masing gas tergantung apa yang anda makan, berapa banyak udara tertelan, jenis bakteria dalam usus, berapa lama kita menahan kentut. Makin lama menahan kentut, makin besar proporsi nitrogen, kerana gas-gas lain terserap oleh darah melalui dinding usus. Orang yang makannya tergesa-gesa kadar oksigen dalam kentut lebih banyak kerana tubuhnya tidak sempat menyerap oksigen.

3.Kenapa kentut berbau busuk?
Bau kentut kerana kandungan hidrogen sulfida & merkaptan. Kedua bahan ini mengandung sulfur (belerang). Makin banyak kandungan sulfur dalam makanan anda, makin banyak sulfida & merkaptan diproduksi oleh bakteri dalam perut & makin busuklah kentut anda. Telur & daging mempunyai peranan besar dalam memproduksi bau busuk kentut. Kacang-kacang berperanan dalam memproduksi volume kentut bukan dalam kebusukannya.

4.Kenapa kentut menimbulkan bunyi?
Kerana adanya vibrasi lubang ..anus... saat kentut diproduksi. Kerasnya bunyi bergantung pada kecepatan gas.

5.Kenapa kentut yg busuk itu hangat & tidak berbunyi?
Salah satu sumber kentut adalah bakteria. Fermentasi bakteria & proses pencernaan memproduksi panas, hasil sampingannya adalah gas busuk. Ukuran gelembung gas lebih kecil dan hangat dengan produk metabolisme bakteria yg berbau busuk.Ini kemudiannya menjadi kentut, walau hanya kecil volumenya,tapi SBD (Silent But Deadly)

6.Berapa banyak kentut diproduksi sehari?
Rata-rata setengah liter sehari dalam 14 kali kentut.

7.Mengapa kentut keluar melalui lubang dubur?
Kerana density-nya lebih ringan, kenapa gas kentut tidak melakukan perjalanan ke atas? Tidak demikian. Gerak peristaltik usus mendorong isinya ke arah bawah. Tekanan di sekitar ..anus.. lebih rendah. Gerak peristaltik usus menjadikan ruang mempunyai tekanan, sehingga memaksa isi usus, termasuk gas-nya untuk bergerak ke kawasan yang bertekanan lebih rendah, iaitu sekitar ..anus... Dalam perjalanan ke arah ..anus.. gelembung-gelembung kecil bergabung jadi gelembung besar. Kalau tidak ada gerak peristaltik, gelembung gasakan menerobos ke atas lagi, tapi tidak terlalu jauh, kerana bentuk usus yg rumit & berbelit-belit.

8.Berapa waktu yang diperlukan oleh kentut untuk melakukan perjalanan ke hidung orang lain?Bergantung kepada kondisi udara, seperti kelembaban, suhu, kecepatan & arah angin, berat molekul gas kentut, jarak antara 'transmitter' dengan 'receiver'. Begitu meninggalkan sumbernya, gas kentut menyebar & konsentrasinya berkurang. Kalau kentut tidak dikesan dalam beberapa detik, bererti ianya mengalami pengcernaan di udara & hilang ditelan udara selama-lamanya. Kecuali kalau anda kentut di ruang sempit, seperti lift, kereta, konsentrasinya lebih banyak, sehingga baunya akan berlegar dalam waktu yang agak lama sampai akhirnya diserap dinding.

9.Apakah setiap orang kentut?
Sudah pasti, kalau masih hidup. Sesaat setelah meninggalpun orang masih boleh kentut. (nikmat kentut tu.. kengkawan oooiiiii..)

10.Betulkah lelaki kentut lebih kerap daripada perempuan?
Tidak ada kaitannya dengan gender... Kalau benar, bererti perempuan menahan kentutnya, & apabla mahu kentut, banyak sekali jumlah yg dikeluarkan.

11.Saat apa biasanya orang kentut?
Pagi hari di toilet. yang disebut "morning thunder". Kalau resonansinya bagus, boleh didengar di seluruh penjuru rumah.

12.Mengapa makan kekacang menyebabkan banyak kentut?
Kekacang mengandung zat gula yg tidak boleh dicerna tubuh. Gula tersebut (raffinose, stachiose, verbascose) jika sampai di usus, bakteria di usus berpesta & membuat banyak gas. Jagung, kubis, susu juga penyebab banyak kentut (bukan baunya!).

13.Selain makanan, apa lagi penyebab kentut?
Udara yang tertelan, makan terburu-buru, makan tanpa dikunyah, minum ..soft drink.., naik pesawat udara (kerana tekanan udara lebih rendah, sehingga gas di dalam usus mengalami ekspansi & muncul sebagai kentut).

14.Apakah kentut sama dengan sendawa, tapi muncul dari lain lubang?
Tidak... sendawa muncul dari perut, komposisi kimianya lain dengan kentut. Sendawa mengandung udara lebih banyak, kentut mengandung gas yang diproduksi oleh bakteria lebih banyak.

15.Kemana perginya gas kentut kalau ditahan tidak dikeluarkan?
Bukan..tetapi diserap oleh darah, bukan hilang kerana bocor..Tapi bermigrasi ke bahagian atas menuju usus & pada gilirannya akan keluar juga. Jadi bukan lenyap, tapi hanya mengalami penundaan.

16.Mungkinkah kentut terbakar?
Boleh saja. Kentut mengandung metana, hidrogen yg combustible (gas alam mengandung komponen ini juga). Kalau terbakar, nyala-nya berwarna biru kerana kandungan unsur hidrogen.

17.Bolehkah menyalakan mancis dengan kentut?
Jangan mengada-ada... konsistensinya lain. Juga suhunya tidak cukup panas untuk memulakan pembakaran.

18.Mengapa kentut anjing & kucing lebih busuk?
Kerana anjing & kucing adalah karnivor (pemakan daging). Daging kaya dengan protein. Protein mengandung banyak sulfur, jadi bau kentut binatang ini lebih busuk. Lain dengan herbivor seperti kambing, kuda, gajah, yang memproduksi kentut lebih banyak, lebih lama, lebih kuat bunyinya, tapi relatif tidak berbau.

19.Betulkah pening kepala kalau mencium bau kentut 2-3 kali berturut-turut?
Kentut mengandung sedikit oksigen, mungkin sedikit saja anda mengalami pening kepala kalau mencium bau kentut terlalu banyak.

20.Apakah warna kentut?
Tidak berwarna. Kalau warnanya ..orange.. seperti gas nitrogen oksida, aka tahulah siapa yang kentut..hehehe

21.Apakah kentut itu asid atau neutral?Asid, kerana mengandung karbondioksisa (CO2) & hidrogen sulfida (H2S).

22.Apa yang terjadi kalau seseorang kentut di planet Venus?
Planet Venus sudah banyak mengandungi sulfur (belerang) di lapisan udaranya, jadi kentut di sana tidak ada kesannya. Wallahu..alam..haaa....ntah btol ntah tak..ni email je aku copy paste..

P/s: hope u enjoy!!!

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2009-05-25T22:57:00.003+08:00

--DAOZ--

Sorry lately bz gila2 mmg tada masa nak update, balik keje sampai blek da kol 9 malam, penat ujung minggu cuti ari ahad je, sabtu keje setengah hari, huh! mmg penat.

Tapi w'pun tak dapat nak update aku terhengen sgt nak kongsi entry ni untuk korang....

So sape kenal ngan DAOZ nie memang gelak sakan... Sian kat Daoz sampai atie Abd Wahab buat camtu, tapi sian2 ak gelak gak hehehe korang mmg cepat je kan otak nak kenekan kawan haha... kalaula blaja camtu kan best

Maka terbuktilah walaupun dipisahkan oleh Laut Cina Selatan, ke laut apa kalau nak sakat tu sakat jugak hahaha...

kepada daoz mangsa sakat, boh manas ah... saja abd wahab n waje gurau ngan kau, rindok ati nangga olah kau hehehe ko pandei bah mustahil cerita ya hehehe... aleast kmk org kat sitok terhibur juak ngan kisah terbaru antara ko ngan abd wahab... rindu mena ngan ktkorang suma sungguh ak agik stay sitok ='(

Friendship remains and never can end kan???

p/s: wish me luck ngan interview baru ak nie

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